Journal

Getting a new car is the most nice feeling.  It makes me turn into a little kid to look out the window and see a nice toy outside.  Its a nice car its a 2007 Satrun Auro its white.  I had a full size SUV and it was costing me almost $200.00 every two weeks to put gas in it and I hardly went anywhere in it because it cost me a lot to keep gas in it to just get my kids to school and work.  I think it was worth trading it in for the car.  Its a car I will keep for ever and drive it and enjoy putting gas in it and have more money in my pocket since I live pay check to pay check.

 I am dealing with my life like everyone else.  I take care of my daughter and son the best way I know how without their dads help.  I go to work and deal with the stress at my job and its an easy job.  I work at a public library, and its stressful when I have to deal with angry patrons, and dealing with the petty things with my co-workers. I just take one day at a time and figure out what is best for myself and my family.

I was walking through our back gate and our neighbors heard me say something to my son.  So she came out and told her daughter to get in the house and put some clothes on.  She wouldn't have said anything if she didn't here my voice.   I just said out loud that you don't have to worry about me looking at her or stare at her since she was naked.  I didn't even know the daughter was out back naked until her mom said something.  She said something like mind my business but I was just letting her know I am not like that or a pervert like her husband makes me out to be.  I feel sorry for the little girl.  About four days ago the little girls dad left her and her little brother at the house alone when he just went to the shop to get something, its two blocks away it doesn't matter if he was gone 20 mintues you don't run an earn when you don't have anyone to take care of the kids, the mom and wife was at work.  I don't turn them into the authorities because I will be the one that will get the blame for it.  I am just waiting for someone driving by or another neighbor to turn them in because they aren't that great of parents, they let their daughter ride her bike unattended and the parents aren't outside.  They think putting the blinds up enough in the front windows will protected her to watch her from inside the house.  I always sat in a chair outside and made sure my kids and nephews are safe.