Journal

My goal weight is to lose 25 pounds and the last few pounds are just not budging. I can only walk short distances because of my knees. I am patient tho and will keep praying  for the Lord's help. I can always count on Him!  

Gloomy weekend in North Coast.  Love and best wishes to all. God bless.

Lillian74

Monday : Today John is being buried,an American soldier who fought overseas and came back home safely - married a lovely girl and then walked into a closet and shot himself dead.

Did not anyone notice he needed help -that he was broken by that terrible war in Afghanastan- that (my opinion) will never end and there will be no winners.

I pray for his Mom &Dad-his young bride of one week and all the young(so young) men

who are still over there.

I feel the world is a bit smaller-empty and meaner.

I do pray but don't understand why.

I can't believe summer has finally arrived on the Northcoast! Everyone was thinking we would get summer in Oct.  Now maybe the grandkids can finally use the pool. Wish I could-LOL!

I f I have a good nites sleep I feeel refreshed also if there is stress(very high lately) I feel real pain rising. Then I have to take inventory and find out what is my problem. This is always a challenge. I have been in deniel so many years I don't know how to get hold of myself. The family has been in control so long.

I find it harder & harder to organize my meds. The DR. keeps switching them. I am forgetting what they are for. I NEED TO ORGANIZE> This will take a lot of time and effort . No one to help me.

I am praying for guidence more and more. PTL.