witchiepo's Journal

i am doing this abit back wards lol. this was the first night we went to the local spiritual church on sunday , its not held in church but a scout den lol all good nice open fire ;-) and i got a seat right next to the fire ;-) my aunty had invited me and my husband to go along and see what we think. we got there early and helped putting the seats out and the fire got lit. because we were nice and early i got healed first ;-) a lovely lady did the healing and i was worried that my energies would be to strong for her, she started the healing i was sitting in a chair and could feel her hands starting at my head as she worked her way down my body i was keeping an eye on her as her colour in her face had paled alot. she said my baby would be ok (hmmmmm????? im not pregnant), and i said that to her and she said he must have got it wrong, she kept going and went really pale i asked her if she was ok and she said she just has the urge to grab a fluffly blanket and just hide from the world underneath it (when i am bad i have a fluffly blanket that i hide under lol), i started crying and shaking from the healing , another healer brough over some tissues for me and asked the woman if she needed a hand with me and she replied yes so he helped her with me healing. he put symbols in the palm of my left  hand for strength and emotion and said that when i  need help to rub my hands together and then to place on my arms ;-) after the healing there were hymns to sing and i started to cry in the first hymn "the lords prayer" i was a crying mess there in church with people i had never meet. there was also a clairvonent and she pointed out to me and said i had huge white fluffly wings did that mean anything to me and i said yes i had been told i was from the fairy pixie realm and thats why i wear my new rocks to keep me grounded ;-) she asked to speak with me after i said yip sweet as lol. before i could speak to her after the service i had 3 different people come up to me and say that i needed to get over the fear????????? none explained what they meant by that so i was confused ??????????. i say that she was free and went over to her and we got started, firstly she said she sees big platform boots being kicked off did that mean anything .......... yes that was all i would wear until i meet my husband as he is a shorty like me but if i wore my boots i would be taller than him so got rid of them all lol next she said a name and anick name and i giggled cos it was my husbands name and his nick name that i call him lol, she did this symbol and said she keeps seeing that and that my baby would be ok (lol i told her i have endo and i am not pregnant as i can not have kids) we went off track then cos her younger sister has endo. she told me i need to get over the fear (still no explaination of what fear? how to get over it? etc). she then went on to my wings and she said she has never seen wings so white and bright and so magnificient that she was jealous lol i said wow they must have grown coz i didnt have wings last time ;-) just the pixie ears . she also said that i was going through a transition and it would all work out.

i didnt sleep very well that night as just kept thinking of what had been said to me.