Jaydess's Journal

     Well, two and a half weeks to go until Christmas... And on the third of January, it's my mom's 52nd birthday, and my best friend's wedding day! We had her bridal shower last night, and that was fun. Even though I didn't stay long, seen as how I wasn't feeling too great. Taco Bell for lunch just doesn't agree with me anymore.  :( 

     I hate that the economy is crap at Christmas. I still have my boyfriend, his dad and brother, my dad, and my brother to buy for, not to mention Jenna's (that's the best friend) wedding present to buy, and the rest of a bride's maid's dress to pay for. Thankfully though, the dress is only about another $40, and it fit okay as it was made, so I won't have to worry about alterations. Or shoes, since the three of us that are bride's maids have agreed on black shoes, and I already have some that will work perfecty. So now, we just have to arrange catering, flowers, bachelorette party, get the final plans for the cake (my mom's making it), and God only know what else. Lol!

     I can't believe the end of another year is coming up so fast. It seems like it wasn't too long ago that I was so happy to be celebrating my first Christmas with Ross, and now we've been together for almost a year and a half. So many things are rotten right now, between money and being dissatisfied at work, but it seems like Ross and I are just wonderful. We have disagreements about some things, like my being "wedding horny," as he calls it. But all in all, things couldn't be better. I guess you really do have to know real misery before you can find happiness. It's good to know that this is probably the man I will marry, and that makes me ecstatic. Right now, I can think of nothing better than spending the rest of my life with this man who loves me just the way I am. Yay! *smile*