just talking
June 4, 2008 8:43am
number seven:
boy, was yesterday some f..ed up day!! i had so many people coming at me from different angles, all with the most negative crap …
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About Me
toni61
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About Me
HI. I AM BASICALLY IN NEED OF FRIENDS RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING THROUGH SOME VERY, VERY HARD TIMES AT PRESENT AND THEY HAVE ME THINKING ABOUT HEROIN TOO STRONGLY EVERY DAY OF THE WEEK. SOMEONE OTHER THAN MY OWN IMMEDIATE FAMILY MEMBERS TO TALK TO WOULD BE NICE, AS WELL AS HELPFUL. IF I SOUND NEEDY TO YOU IT'S BECAUSE I AM. HELPLESS, ALMOST HOPELESS AND SURELY IN NEED OF SOME NEW PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE POSITIVE VIEWS. WHO KNOWS? WE MAY END UP AIDING EACH OTHER IN A SMALL WAY THAT COULD MEAN A BIG CHANGE FOR ONE OR BOTH OF US IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
HI. I AM BASICALLY IN NEED OF FRIENDS RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING THROUGH SOME VERY, VERY HARD TIMES AT PRESENT AND THEY HAVE ME THINKING ABOUT HEROIN TOO STRONGLY EVERY DAY OF THE WEEK. SOMEONE OTHER THAN MY OWN IMMEDIATE FAMILY MEMBERS TO TALK TO WOULD BE NICE, AS WELL AS HELPFUL. IF I SOUND NEEDY TO YOU IT'S BECAUSE I AM. HELPLESS, ALMOST HOPELESS AND SURELY IN NEED OF SOME NEW PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE POSITIVE VIEWS. WHO KNOWS? WE MAY END UP AIDING EACH OTHER IN A SMALL WAY THAT COULD MEAN A BIG
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Interests
I am interested in everything and everyone around me. People are here to interact. It's a shame that it's not always on a positive level. What a simplified world we'd live in if it was so. I am a voracious reader; have been all of my life. I'm a published poet, but I also dabble in writing short fiction stories. I draw a bit, sew a bit; things to keep me busy now that I can't work any longer. I am interested in working at home jobs or really trying to have a group of short stories published. They are all about the era of slavery in the USA. I also have twelve poems titled 'Songs for my Sisters' that I might try to find a publisher for. With so much negative activity going on in my life right now, it may be a while though. The funny part is, if I could publish the wwritings and make some money, all the other problems would go away overnight. Ha!!
I am interested in everything and everyone around me. People are here to interact. It's a shame that
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TODAY WASN'T THAT BAD, ACTUALLY.
June 2, 2008 8:11pm
number six:
Yes, I am surprised that today went halfway well. I had fun and never even left the house at all. I entertained myself with …
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June 1, 2008 5:58pm
number five:
wow! I just wrote something down in a group that I hope doesn't get outside this chatroom. It is so personal and I really …
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June 1, 2008 5:57pm
number five:
wow! I just wrote something down in a group that I hope doesn't get outside this chatroom. It is so personal and I really don't …
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Hi How are you? I havnt been going on daily support lately and just wanted to say Hi and swend you a big hug!
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Aw, well I hope it goes better hun! xo
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Hi thanks for the hug,I havent been on this site for a while.I guess I just got discouraged with it.Hope all is well with you.big hugs!
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From mwolf
September 24, 2008
Hugs dear. Michele.
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From mwolf
September 8, 2008
Hugs honey. How are you. Michele.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I seem to be having lots of problems all at once. Sleeplessness, mind wanderings, forgetfulness, crying jags. Too much is happening in my life at one time. I am too old for this crap. i can't place a name on any of it because I have no idea what is going on here.
Treatments
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- up top I wrote down what has been going on with me.
Close Heroin Addiction & Recovery
On and off for the past twenty-five years, I have been a heroin user. I stop, then something major happens in my life and I start again.
Treatments
- Methadone Somewhat Helpful
- The dosage worked for a while then it began to have its own effects on my body. As of now I have much trouble with my bones they ache like hell all the time. I sleep fitfully when I do happen to drift off. Just five years ago none of that was happening to me. I was working dancing and all.
