Cat2779's Journal

Not to be overly dramatic, I know there are a lot of people worse off than me.  People with real problems like not having a home or resources to survive.  but my crisis exists in my head, which almost makes it seem more terrifying.  If it is in my head, then why can't I just change my mind and create a better situation for myself?  Instead, I obsess.  about my flaws, my inadequacies, my imperfect body/mind/spirit, my lack of discipline, anything.  makes it hard to study for school.  I feel totally alone, with all my crazy obsessive thoughts.  not a fun place to be,