proudmary's Journal

another thread response that i realized should be a jrnl entry. quite telling i think.

This day is half over, and I feel I'm still trying to start it. Much more goes on in my head than actually gets done.
I have a mtg modification agreement that finally came, and now i have to decide if I sign or play hard ball.
I have a phyco bitch txting me, wanting her money back on a trip she backed out of, because i told her she wasn't a supportive freind, and that she talks out her ass. (i know, the talking out her ass part not nice, but true, but this was a reaction to just more crap coming out her mouth, thinks she can say and do anything and i'll keep quiet, which I was trying to do, but couldn't hold back any longer) - soooo releived she backed out! Now she says I planned the whole thing to steal money from her...and of course calls me crazy) I'm starting to see a patern here with the friends i've picked.
I've got an add in craigslist on my home back east that has been vacant for 1year now, due to ex-family tenents, who it took me 3 months to evict, due to lazy property manager, then when they were finally out, had soo much damage, but i had no money to fix it to make it rentable, i need to file the papers still to take tenent to court, its been done before but the lawyer, made a deal i didn't ok, and of course the tenent didn't follow through(big suprize).
I need to get a pedicure, cuz i want my toes to look nice in sandals for vegas, need to get laundry done and try on clothes, so i know what to pack, have to pack effeciently or another $50. Need to call back people from craigs list, need to decide if i'm going to handle it, if i'm giving it back to the original realtor, or hiring brand new property mgs. so far nobody has done much of a great job(obviously, 8mos later) They weren't even reacting to the phone calls coming in. i've had 6 calls in 3 days of placing the adds. and 4 showing requests. its just i'm here and house is there and the realtor who i was going to give the job back to is out of town, but since everybody was draging their feet i decided to place an add myself and see what happened, and then i wonder whytf am trying to pay these damn realtors, who don't even get the job done.
need to pick up my vicodin refill before they put it back on the shelf, and pay some bills, need to fill out modification application for the other house cuz i can no longer carry the mortgage on a vacant property, and my credits shot to hell now anyway, need to talk to bankcruptsy lawyer to know my options....had breakfast, then some icecream to soothe down.
Hmmm....what did i do today? I think I watched tv.