Journal Entry for July 28, 2008
porked out yesterday and belly is huge!!!! but today is a new day!
think good thoughts!
going to mums again for 5 weeks so hopefully …
I am a 23year old student, just finished my 2nd year of graphic design studies, one year left. I have always struggled with my weight, I binge and binge for a few days, cry, panic, then try to eat really low calories for a couple of days but end up binging again. It's disgusting! And I know why and what I' doing, I just cant stop! I am a member at the gym, but dont go cos I hate it and feel too lazy. It's all catch 22! I do want tog o to gym, but am very shy. my boyfriend will go with me but we don't stick to it. I need strength! I have none and feel pathetic! I need a different support network of people who understand me, and I understand them.
I am a 23year old student, just finished my 2nd year of graphic design studies, one year left. I have always struggled with my weight, I binge and binge for a few days, cry, panic, then try to eat really low calories for a couple of days but end up binging again. It's disgusting! And I know why and what I' doing, I just cant stop! I am a member at the gym, but dont go cos I hate it and feel too lazy. It's all catch 22! I do want tog o to gym, but am very shy. my boyfriend will go with me but we don't
porked out yesterday and belly is huge!!!! but today is a new day!
think good thoughts!
going to mums again for 5 weeks so hopefully …
fat fat fat fat fat fat fat.
Right. I am starting a fresh! Today I am joining job agencies so hopefully Ill be earning and getting out the house, there for getting rid of …
need to get a grip. had to quit the gym as money won't stretch that far anymore. need to get some guts. think ill do maple syrup diet. need to …
been up and down these past 2 weeks. dunno how ill be. oh well!
Here's to a good, binge-free day! : ) HUGS.
i think you might be able to get in on the net but im not sure sorry if your only 10stone i dont think the dr would put you on it
the maple syrup diet is thaht with lemon juice and cayenne pepper powder? ive tried that it tastes ok didnt loose anything on it though had no will power the drs have put me on olistat which helps looses weight in the last 4weeks ive lost just over 2 stone. im not bad beeen better but getting there hope your ok
im not bad ta how are you?
hey how are you
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I have always struggled with my weight, I binge and binge for a few days, cry, panic, then try to eat really low calories for a couple of days but end up binging again. It's disgusting! And I know why and what I' doing, I just cant stop! I am a member at the gym, but dont go cos I hate it and feel too lazy. It's all catch 22! I do want tog o to gym, but am very shy. my boyfriend will go with me but we don't stick to it. I need strength! I have none and feel pathetic! I need a different support network of people who understand me, and I understand them.