well alot has happen i took a leave of absence from work for a bit not sure if im going back trying to figure out if this is the job for me alot of people quit including a good friend i did have alot of support and now not sure the manager is young and quite rude sometimes , i have to learn to be patient and learn that i can do something on my own , my depression and panic and anxiety learning to understand i try and challenge my self every day and my best friend that im very close is moving . so i have problems with co depency and being alone i know that deep down i not alone that i 'm learning that i'm my own save person just have to learn to be more confident in my abilities and learn that i can be on my own that okey , errol working hard the girls are sometimes a challenge , christmas is coming my birth dad wants me to come and see him unsure about that , boy i have a lot of figure out any advice would be very help ful on a good note i have been losing weight very happy about that . applied for medical assisant called aish to help out with rent and things , trying to meet more people and learning to be a better friend to the people that i have now , take care deb





