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rachele70nj 
11:58pm, June 6, 2009
I cannot seem to help myself. It's just terrible. I lay in bed during the day listening to my heart race. Life is passing me by. I'm up all night after work and cannot get up if the mornings. Doesn't seem to be any point. Nothing is changing. Don't know where else to turn for help. I've tried nearly everything. I feel sorry for my kids and my family but I don't know how else to help myself.
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I'm so sorry your feeling this way sweetie. I was like that for about the first year and a half. I had to snap out of it because it was my husband probably would have divorced me and he is all I have. So, I had to reralize that I can't do it anymore.
It will definatly take some time. I still have days like that but not nearly as bad as I was.
(((HUGS)))
LostWithoutMyMom
I just want to say that a year and a half isn't a long time. Don't beat yourself up. I have OK days, bad dsy, really bad days. Hang in there, Love to you, Nancy
nancy7161
That is a sucky feeling....I'm sorry you were feeling this way. I notice however that you are better today 1/22....which is great news and I'm genuinely happy for you.
Joyfulgrl