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Well i went back to smoking!
I know im very disappointed in myself! im on a couple of dating sites! i really dont like to do that but im so lonely i never go out so i figured that would be the only way to meet anybody! My son Conner( 5 yrs old) is handicap he has fragile x syndrome and he broke his foot and i have no support from anybody so im going out of my mind! he's driving me crazy! he hits,bites,kicks me when i tell him NO! other than crying i dont know what to do! the more im alone the more depressed i get! i also have a 17 yr old son who has such a bad attitude! he is so disrespectful to me! all we do is argue! im so tired of the dissappointments in my life! it seems like its getting worse! what am i suppose to do? Help! the funnny thing is all the crap im going through and all i want out of my life is " I just want to be Loved!" i dont think im asking for much! am I? i want a man to share my life with somebody to grow old with! im told im a good looking woman why cant i meet somebody nice? whats wrong with me? ok im done having my pity party! thanks for reading and letting me vent!
I know im very disappointed in myself! im on a couple of dating sites! i really dont like to do that but im so lonely i never go out so i figured that would be the only way to meet anybody! My son Conner( 5 yrs old) is handicap he has fragile x syndrome and he broke his foot and i have no support from anybody so im going out of my mind! he's driving me crazy! he hits,bites,kicks me when i tell him NO! other than crying i dont know what to do! the more im alone the more depressed i get! i also have a 17 yr old son who has such a bad attitude! he is so disrespectful to me! all we do is argue! im so tired of the dissappointments in my life! it seems like its getting worse! what am i suppose to do? Help! the funnny thing is all the crap im going through and all i want out of my life is " I just want to be Loved!" i dont think im asking for much! am I? i want a man to share my life with somebody to grow old with! im told im a good looking woman why cant i meet somebody nice? whats wrong with me? ok im done having my pity party! thanks for reading and letting me vent!
Well today is the 4th day without smoking! im taking Chantix, and it seems to work really well! Connner is driving me crazy as usual! all he keeps saying is "mom" at least a hundred times and when i say 'what' he says nothing! he's not speaking to good yet! words here and there but no sentances. I wish i could bring him out and play like a normal child! dont get me wrong I LOVE my son and wouldnt change him for the world but sometimes i wish we could have a conversation like a 5yr old could talk! Thinga arent getting any better with my 17 yr old son Scot! i cant take his attitude to much longer! if he only knew what sacerfices i have made just to get full custody! maybe he would respect me a little more!
Well today is my first day! im not sure what to do but im sure ill figure it out! well im a single mom i have no family,friends,man, and no help what so ever financally( cant spell) anyway im doing it all by myself! i have a handicapp child (5) and a 17 yr old teenager that thinks he's 40! im hoping to find not only friends here but piece of mind!
