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desertangel 
well its been 2 weeks since my sister passed. its been so hard to comfort my mom. taking care of her is all she has known for 27 years. she is trying to put up her stuff and its not going well. i told her to just put it in boxes and go thru it when she is mentally and emotionally ready. i am so scared. i lost my dad 5 years ago to cancer. my sister from complications of her first chemo. i am not close to my brother at all. he is 9 years older and i just don't talk to him. my mom has major asthma and RA. i am afraid she will die. then i will have just my kids. my son leaves to college after this year. i am afraid of being alone. i know its selfish. i have never been alone. i live with my mom, son, and moms twin brother. and my sister until 2 weeks ago. we have a huge house and always room for family. its just how we are. i want my mom to take better care of herself so she will be here for us.
