Peace and Serenity in my future.
I am making the break and changing my future. I am tired of being treated like I am not human. I want kindness and respect in my …
I am making the break and changing my future. I am tired of being treated like I am not human. I want kindness and respect in my …
I am doing pretty good trying to stay positive and away from negative thoughts. Things are far from perfect around here, some worries around, …
Trying to stay positive, and so far so good.....
Taking it one day at a time, as always...smiles
MY DAD NOW IS VERY SUPPORTIVE OF ME ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM HAVING AN EPISODE. HE GETS IT!! MY MUM IS SUPER. AND THE SAYING IS THAT NO ONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY OR ANYTHING ELSE ONLY YOU CAN DO THAT. WE MUST BE STRONG AND ALLOW OURSELVES TO BE WHAT WE WANT TO BE NOT WHAT OTHERS MAY WANT. BE STRONG. DEBBIE
WE CAN BE EACH OTHERS SUPER HERO TO THE RESCUE WHEN WE GET DOWN ON OURSELVES. MY PERFECTIONISM STEMS FROM HAVING A FATHER THAT WAS VERY, NO MAKE THAT EXTREMELY DEMANDING. NOTHING WAS EVER GOOD ENOUGH. IF I MADE A 99 ON A TEST, IT WAS WHY DID YOU NOT MAKE 100. HE WAS A NEAT FREAK AND I BECAME ONE AS WELL. HE WAS OBSESSIVE ABOUT EVERYTHING HE DID AND I AM MY FATHER'S DAUGHTER. HE IS AND WAS ALSO BI POLAR. GEE, THANKS FOR THAT GENETIC TRAIT, DAD!! OVER THE YEARS HE HAS MELLOWED INTO A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON BECAUSE HE HAD NO CHOICE IF HE WANTED TO LIVE A QUALITY LIFE. SO I MUST BATTLE THE SAME DEMONS FOR MY OWN SANITY. DEBBIE
LOGICALLY I KNOW THAT I AM THE ONLY ONE SETTING UP THESE RIDICULOUS EXPECTATIONS. I HAVE SPENT QUITE A BIT OF TIME WITH MY THERAPIST ON THE "WHAT IFFS..?" I AM ALWAYS DOING THE NEGATIVE WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS, WHAT IF THAT HAPPENS. SHE MAKES ME COME UP WITH SOLUTIONS TO THE WHAT IFFS. I CAN DO IT WELL WHEN I AM WITH HER BUT I NEED TO CARRY IT OVER INTO MY EVERYDAY LIFE OR WHAT IS THE POINT. I KNOW THAT FOR MY MENTAL WELL BEING I REALLY NEED TO DO THIS. I PROMISE I AM GOING TO TRY VERY HARD TO STOP AND THINK ABOUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I DON'T DO SUCH AND SUCH. I NEED TO LET GO. I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW I MAKE OUT. DEBBIE
SUE, YOU ARE SO RIGHT, I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY. I HAVE ALWAYS SET THE BAR HIGH. IT'S FUNNY, NO ONE ELSE EXPECTS THIS OR THAT FROM ME, IT'S JUST ME. IF I DON'T DO ALL THE USUAL STUFF SOME HOW IN MY MIND I HAVE FAILED. NOW THAT IS JUST PLAIN SILLY I KNOW BUT THAT IS HOW MY MIND WORKS. I AM TRYING HARD TO CHANGE THAT BUT IT IS HARD TO BREAK A LIFE TIME OF HABITS. THANKS FOR THE ADVICE. DEBBIE
Hi angel Sue, and family! :) Good afternoon! :) my family and i hope you all are enjoying a nice day. :) it's so nice, seeing the wonderful autumn sunshine shining. :) Earlier today, we drove to our city, they have decorated, including putting the big Christmas tree up. :) We're very happy, and excited. :) it's such a wonderfully wholesome time of the year, with Thanksgiving approaching. :) We're so very happy and delighted, that you and your family are going to be enjoying a nice relaxing, and peaceful Thanksgiving together. :) it warms our hearts, and makes us smile, hearing that you are enjoying life, and are happy, and at peace. :) Your's and your family's happiness means the world to us. :) wishing you all continued great health, happiness, and peace. :) We are sending our very best well wishes, hoping and praying that all goes very well with the water situation, hopefully all will be fixed as soon as possible. :) please keep us updated. :) You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers, and close within our hearts, every day. :) it's amazing, how winter season is only a month away. It's been an incredible autumn season. :) We're very happy, that you will be enjoying your first Christmas in your new home. :) are you going to get a real or artificial tree? :) my mom and Kayla says hi. :) We love hearing from you Sue. :) You're a sweetheart, and an angel. :) You always warm our hearts, brighten our days, and make us smile. :) Thank you for your lovely comments, warm well wishes, and hugs. :) We're so glad you enjoyed our baking friday adventure. :) We had so much fun baking goodies. :) we love sharing our adventures with everyone. :) Lots of great things to look forward too. :) keep strong angel, and continue to enjoy wonderful days. :) We love you all bunches and bunches, our sweet dear wonderful guardian angel friends. :) We send our love, warm friendship wishes, caring thoughts, many blessings, and lots of super big happy friendship hugs, from CT. :) Take care, enjoy a great rest of the day. :)
I am the grown daughter of a manic depressive father and now the wife of a man who is experiencing depression. We have been married almost 2 years. I have known about my husband's depression only since we have been married. It has been hard. We are trying to work out the problems to have a better life--together.