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Journal Entry for July 4, 2009 Mood
Saturday, July 4, 2009

It just hit me that today is July 4th - I think I'm supposed to make a picnic or something.  Well, no pic-a-nic baskets here, Yogi!!

 

I am finished with CyberKnife, the ultimate in modern day radiation treatment!  I did it:  five days in a row, unable to move for two hours while a gigantic machine roamed around the floor blasting me with its Darth Vader rays.  The radiation I had 7 years ago was nothing at all like this - that was mildly scary and this was majorly terrifying.  BUT, I did it!!!

 

I found out on Tuesday that two more tumors were found - in the bone where I had been having pain.  They were within 'the scope of treatment' that the insurance company finally approved, so my plan was altered to include them as well.  Another scan will be scheduled in 3-4 months to determine how effective this has all been. 

 

Overall, I am back to that wet-noodle feeling.  My arms and legs have no strength, but I will get back on my feet out of a sheerly stubborn attitude.  I'm glad I had a month between chemo and radiation to build up some strength. 

 

TWELVE DAYS until Niagara Falls..........

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  1. ColleenF

    You are incredible.


    ColleenF

  2. munrogirl

    Thank you so much for letting me know how you are doing.. you inspire me everyday to just get up and fight.. love to you.. see you soon.


    munrogirl

  3. biowoman

    You continue to amaze me...wishing strength and peace and cancer gone! Love you friend...Karen


    biowoman

  4. doxylady

    You are a woman of great strength. An inspiration.
    Huds..Barbara


    doxylady

  5. BinkyH

    You amaze me and I look forward to seeing you in 12 days.


    BinkyH

  6. Robin4

    You continue to inspire. You are loved. Can't wait to see you again. Love Robin


    Robin4

  7. ihart

    Barbara,
    If anyone can be down and kick ass it is you. Keep a keeping on... Hugs, Inga


    ihart

  8. krausehouse

    Hi Barbara,
    Thanks for keeping us informed. There wasn't a doubt in my mind that you "would do it!!" Take care yourself. We leave for New York on Tuesday!! Wish I would have been able to co-ordinate it with the Mom's trip. Take care yourself. Love, Dawn


    krausehouse

  9. RockstarsMom

    Lady You are my hero!! Nothing else to say. 10 days to go. Love and hugs Cathy


    RockstarsMom

  10. AnnM

    You are my friend and I love you...rest up....there are sights to see and hugs to be given! soon...........
    Ann


    AnnM

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