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Val 
Hey all, sorry i haven't gotten on here to write for a while or give my friends hugs. i have been really sick and had to make an appointment with an ob/gyn, which unfortunately won't be until dec. 1st. i'm really scared that i may have ovarian cancer or premature ovarian failure. even though i want to adopt kids and nothing with ever change that, i still want at least one child of my own. i'm afraid that either i will have to have a hysterectomy and won't be able to have children or that if it is ovarian cancer, it has spread. it's known for being the silent, but deadly cancer for women. well, i'll keep everyone updated after my appointment. take care and have a great weekend. 
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well, sorry it's been so long, but i've been crazy busy with work and i'm lacking in energy to even do the journaling on here. things are not going so well right now. the suicidal thoughts are settling in again and they're getting unbearable. it's to the point where i'm writing letters to loved ones and plotting out the method and stuff. i've been trying to verbalize what's going on to my coworkers, but i'm having so much trouble talking to them....or anyone for that matter. your support and prayers are greatly appreciated.
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I'm sorry things have been going bad for you lately. Please try to talk or do something else just not planning suicide. Just like you told me. Find a different thing to do at those times. I'm here to talk...not sure if thats assuring to you. But i am. I hope things get better for you. Love~Becky
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It's so hard when we get to that point. All I can say is there are people here who will support you through the rough patch. I'll say a prayer for you.
sorry i haven't been around lately...i've been busy. i will post a blog letting people know how i'm doing soon.
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I am sorry to learnt this Val - but I do hope that your worst fears dont turn out to be true. Amen
Happy Thanksgiving feast and looking forward to talk to you soon. :)xo
aThinkingMind