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NotcrazyJoJo 
Just sitting here drinking coffee. Have some of my work for the day done. Will do some more tonight. The kids are quiet and playing. I am somewhat at peace today. Have not been sleeping well even with the trazodone. But will ask the doc about it when I go back in. I am still very excited about speaking with my long lost family members, we are building a good relationship. It makes me feel good they are accepting me and my partner into their lives. They have not passed judgement on my bipolar or the fact I am with a women. I knew all these years they would accept me back in their lives with open arms . It was just a matter of finding them. I am not sure if I will be able to go back to college in August. I have to come up with 100 dollars for application fee. With my funds right now I dont see that happening. But I will see what tomorrow brings. I am really mad at myself for doing coke the other day. I was doing so good and then bam!!! off the road to recovery. But I have recommited to stopping and I will start fresh and try again to stay clean. I want to quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am glad to hear that they have accepted you for who you are. We all fall short sometimes and slip up you just start over. I have faith in you, you can do this. Here if you need to talk.
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I'm so glad your family accepts your alternative lifestyle. That's great news! On a serious note-You must stay away from coke. Very expensive and addictive. I hope you can beat that ugly addiction~Take Care,Katie
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