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TimmyB 
2:22pm, May 26, 2009
I've been struggling lately with voices and it's not been an easy thing for me to deal with. It's stopped me from doing alot of the things that I used to normally do such as church, walking and enjoying nature, going to the library alot.....and the voices seem so real when they first happen that I react to them and hide. Then when they have subsided I feel stupid for having reacted. The voices are degrading, telling me that I'm stupid and worthless; and whats real scary is when I take my meds, the voices will taunt me to take them all. I resist taking them all of course, as hard as it is when the voices threaten me that I'll die if I don't......so things have been rather difficult for me.
My doctor has me on an injectible form of medicine that is supposed to soften and quiet the voices down, a medicine called Rispedal. I pray that it will continue to work, it has started to work already....slowly, but surely.
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Dear sweet Timmy, those voices are just you talking to yourself thru your subconcious. Its you telling you thing. You have been thru so much that the trauma has really tapped into your inner self worth. You need to find that happy place within yourself that you sooo deserve! You are always so positive with us folks and you deserve it as well, perhaps more. Hang in there buddy! We are all here for you.
Sawyer