I'm still getting over the loss of 3 friends of mine, each day is getting easier; I went to a recovery group and finally let go of my pain and gave it to God. My depressive moods have been off and on lately, when I get into a depressive mood, it's as if I don't want to do anything; I can feel a big surge run through my body when I get depressed ( I don't know how to explain it ), but I've missed church several times, and also other activities that I used to be involved in. Its frustrating, but I try my best each and every day to do what I can to make the most of the day.
The doctor started me on the injection form of Rispedal, and that seems to be helping better to slow the voices down from what they were, Thank God!!
I pray that everyone has a great weekend, and that everyone is doing well.






I think it's great that you can write all of your thoughts out and do it with so much insight! It's an encouragement to yourself to keep you going along on the right path to wellness. You described the physiological expression of depression to the T. Glad to hear that you're keeping your spirits up and trying every day! Hopefully, the risperdol will continue to help you, too. I pray that you are healing and doing better every day. Take care,...."Fire". =)
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