TimmyB's Journal

I'm slowly getting over the loss of 3 friends in less than a week ( a week ago ). It has been a difficult process, but I keep reminding myself that God will never give me more than what I can handle---although at times it seems like it. But I'm slowly gaining my bearings again. We had a real nice backyard memorial for one of the clients that lived in the apartment building who passed away. His actual service was more than 2 hours away, so it was more of a chance for the apartment tenants to find some closure.

This past weekend was quiet for me, although I am still having problems with voices. I had a ticket for a baseball game here in OKC, and as I was walking to the baseball game, had voices that were degrading and threatening...so I turned around and went home....never did use my ticket. That frustrated me. I noticed also that I get depressed more easily and I don't understand why.

But I did see the doctor and they adjusted some of my medicines to help with the depression and the voices....so hopefully I will see some positive effect from that.

Have a blessed week everyone and God bless you richly.