Had a good 4th of July, except that we had some strong thunderstorms roll through around 7pm on the 4th that cut the electric here at the apartment. Thankfully the power came back on in about an hour. There was alot of rain, however!
Today is not a good day for me. I had voices as I was going to church and that scared me so much that I didn't go to church; I went back home. I don't like the voices. I had a voice last night while I was cooking hamburger that told me if I didn't cook it right, that I would die. I was frightened, and I don't know what happened, but I must've blacked out for a moment or something because I scratched on myself to release that pain of the flashback ( I don't know what I was thinking ). I don't even know if I cooked the burger right, so I was afraid of being hurt.....and later I realized how stupid I was that I was reacting to a voice that wasn't there physically.
I believe that things will get better, I keep praying each day, and keep believing.
Peace be with everyone...AMEN





