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About Me
katey19
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About Me
Im 21, had tough few years trying to sort things out and not getting to far. take me as i am because im me.
Im 21, had tough few years trying to sort things out and not getting to far. take me as i am because im me.
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Interests
sports, spending time with mates, reading, volunter work when im up to it, computer walking, listening to music.
sports, spending time with mates, reading, volunter work when im up to it, computer walking, listening
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Journal
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Hugbook
Miss You
thanks hun x hp ur ok
Rainbow
then....make a change!!!!1 and get this done and over. you cling to this so called safety net for you and it just hurts you really. I know it's so hard but you have the power inside to change it when you really get tired of it and make up your mind to change. I'm with you and want you to win this battle and i know you can.
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Rainbow
I left you a comment...never give up and never give in..... going in the hospital may be a really good thing. they will like you there and teach you coping skills you may like.
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Prayer
im wiv u xxx
Flower
Im okay :) how are you?
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
i was abused for four years by my stepdad who is now serving a prison sentence. its been so hard since then. i thought by telling people things would get easier. its been just over 3 years since everyone found out about it, and it no easier at all.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Family Therapy Not Working
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- it didnt work the first time, and they tried it again, and guess what.......... it didnt work!!!
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- im managing to talk about things while im there but then its leaving me in a mess afterwards
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)the one thing all these proffesionals keep telling me is ihave a personality disorder! i don't know what am supposed to do. i've spent so much time th past year in hospital. everythings changed so much, i dont like myself anymore!!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- just started
- Prozac Not Working
- Trazodone Not Working
- Hospitalization Not Working
- well am still really bad, yeah ok became a safe place but didnt help long term
- Crying Not Working
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- helps me wen am stresed
- Anger Management Somewhat Helpful
- helped me see thigns
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- Elavil Not Working
- Family Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Self-Injury
i've selfhamred in some way from being 13. i mainly cut and burn, but i have a tendency to break my bones and caused huge bruises. i have also overdosed. most opf the tiem it helps relive whats going on. but recently its not been helping when thigns get really bad. my thoughts often turn to suicide! and sh doesnt do ne thing then.
Treatments
- Prozac Working / Worked
- nope ddiont do anythign at all
- Clonazepam Not Working
- Trazodone Not Working
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Hospitalization Somewhat Helpful
- was a safe (or ment 2 be) short term thing
- Crying Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- i tend to excercise a lot and i try and do soemthing physicall instead of si
- Anger Management Somewhat Helpful
- helped me try and find a different way of calming down
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- helped when i was in a state calmed me down a little bit
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- Remeron Not Working
- Family Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai don't know whats going on. why all of a sudden had it become an issue to people, is it just ebcause they have noticed it!! i don't think i do have an Ed but everyone else does!!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- i've been put on a waiting list
- Prozac Working / Worked
- was supposed to help bingeing, didnt do a thing.
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Crying Not Working
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- it helps me loose wight and keep me fit
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- Remeron Not Working
- i hated it it made me put loads of weight on
- Family Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Insomnia
sleep whats that!! i think my brains forgotten what it is. i've had problems sleeping for a long time. i get really bad nightmares if i do sleep. but even then i only get bout an hour. i've learn to get through the day i just dont seem to be tired but even when i am i cnt sleep.
Treatments
- Trazodone Not Working
- didnt help me sleep
- Relaxation Somewhat Helpful
- it sometimes helped while in hsopital one of the night nurses was fantastic at it, and it helped me relax a lot
- Lunesta Somewhat Helpful
- if i had the highest dose, it helped me get of to sleep but its the staying asleep i can't do. it left me with a headache and ahorrible taste
- Crying Not Working
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- if i do loads it makes me really tired by the end of the day
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- Elavil Working / Worked
- it helps me sleep!!!
- Elavil Somewhat Helpful
- it helped me sleep a little bit but not loads. but i was stopped from having it after i overdosed a few times on it, after realsing it knocked me out.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
i was sexually abused and rpaed from being 12-16 by my step dad, its left me with many difficult thoughts and feelings. i suffer from vivid flashbacks and nightmares. theyeve said its Ptsd
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- i'm that arty but it helped me focus on something else and kept me busy
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- i had some of this while in hospital, if i was feeling ok it helped a little bit.
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- i wasn't abl;e to talk about what had happend at the time.
- Supportive Care Somewhat Helpful
- Relaxation Somewhat Helpful
- it helps me relax if i'm tense or stressed out. espeically in situations i feel uncomfortable in. it helps me with my flashabcks.
- Psychotherapy Considering
- am on a waiting list
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- Remeron Not Working
- Family Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Depression - Teen
why is it that some people just put it down to being a teenager!! it makes me feel that whast going on is just my imagination!!
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- helped me calm down wen i got into a state
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- Remeron Not Working
- Trazodone Not Working
- Elavil Working / Worked
- it helped at first,
- Family Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Rape
i was raped many times by my step dad. whos now serving a jail sentence. not that it changed what happened was raped in may07 by my best freinds bf. the polie were involed but its been decided they arent going ahead with the case! he's just become a dad to my best m8s baby!
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- i've seen a couple of councilors. but i'm not fully ready to open up about it all yet, as much as i want to i can't
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- only just started it,
- Family Therapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Depression
the past near enough 2years i've been in and out of the psych ward due to being suicidal/and very depressed. my mood can drop for no reason or something can set it of. at first they said it wasnt depression it was part of post traumatic stress, then they sed it was then it wasnt. and now they are saying it definatly is and it ranges from moderate to severe. i've tried antidepressants and theyve not really helped. ones that did i couldnt cope with the side effects.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- it depends how low i am feeling.
- Prozac Not Working
- again this didnt work in the long run. it helped for the first couple of weeks but not majorly
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- again depends what stage i'm at. i think it helps in the long run.
- Trazodone Not Working
- i wasnt on it that long but it didnt help at all.
- Writing Working / Worked
- it helps me get things out that i need 2.
