Still here
March 13, 2009 9:33pm
Thats right, I am still here.
I still have a girlfriend, lord knows why I still have friends and I still have a good job.
Just popping in …
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gumper
6:58pm, September 12, 2008
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gumper
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About Me
Bowen: You are the last... Draco: My time here is over! Strike! Bowen: You are my friend. Draco: Then as my friend, STRIKE, PLEASE!
Bowen: You are the last... Draco: My time here is over! Strike! Bowen: You are my friend. Draco: Then as my friend, STRIKE, PLEASE!
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Journal Entry for September 15, 2008
September 15, 2008 9:20pm
I give up.
Not only did I lose the battle. I lost the war.
I guess I cant compete with things...
I wish it hadn't turned out …
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Friend...
August 20, 2008 8:55pm
A friend of mine wrote this and I had to make a copy:
I'm am nothing , an illusion, A myth I am a shipwreck floating adrift, I am a …
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Quicksand...
August 9, 2008 8:47am
The harder you fight, the deeper you sink. Until you can't move... you can't breathe... because you're in over your head. Like …
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In the End.
August 7, 2008 7:38pm
Kinda like my life at the moment. Had to fall to realise what I had and what I have thrown away.
It starts with one thing I …
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Hi Gumper, i remember you.. i liked you when i would read you responses on the depression board.. And i liked how you would respond to some of our mutual friends journals... so i wanted to say hi.. "Hi!" and ask if you will be my friend and say hi when you come back and check into DS (((Hugs, Hugs, Hugs Gumper))) I think you are such a nice sweet guy... : ) Spirit
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just because.. miss you
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Hey, it's been a long time. I hope your doing well. Sorry I haven't been in touch. Miss you!
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May health, happiness, and success be with you in 2009!
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yeah thats true
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Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have a kind of voice in my head. Anything positive that happens to me, this voice turns it around, it breaks it down until all it is is a negative mark against me. I can't live with this voice anymore...I really can't. I tried once to kill myself and failed. There is no greater failure then that. :(
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Took this stuff. Gave it 3 months or so and then stopped taking them as was sick all the time, sweating, basically looking like death warmed over. I then added them to my overdose pile. :( Doctor said no pills after that.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Just started on it today 09th June 2008. Fingers crossed it works.
Close Self-Injury
Started cutting myself to drown out the mental anguish. It works.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- The pain is there, but it is fleeting.
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- Hand gets too numb to do anything else.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Kinda helpful. I usually go ahead and do it after we talk though.
