almost a month and going strong!
November 12, 2009 6:09pm
don't feel half the emotional confusion I felt 3 weeks ago because I know I'm done, not going back. Now its just more about building myself …
mb2711
8:22pm Monday
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About Me
mb2711
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About Me
Ex-Engaged 31yr old looking for support & advice. Was engaged to a xanax and crack addict. He went crazy, locked me out of the house Sept 2008 so I made it official and never went back. Then after a year of him begging, pleading, going to rehab I finally agreed to give him a chance because I still loved him. Well as of Oct 27, 2009 3 wks into getting back together he's been emotionally and physically abusive, relapsing. I'm over it. We are done. Just looking for encouragement/support. I feel so lonely sometimes & disappointed in myself that I let my heart get in the way of better judgement. But the good on all this is that I reached that breaking point and there is no more of him in my life!
Ex-Engaged 31yr old looking for support & advice. Was engaged to a xanax and crack addict. He went crazy, locked me out of the house Sept 2008 so I made it official and never went back. Then after a year of him begging, pleading, going to rehab I finally agreed to give him a chance because I still loved him. Well as of Oct 27, 2009 3 wks into getting back together he's been emotionally and physically abusive, relapsing. I'm over it. We are done. Just looking for encouragement/support. I feel so lonely
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Interests
Working out, travel, friends, family, lazy days at the beach, volunteering, my Faith in God will pull me through :)
Working out, travel, friends, family, lazy days at the beach, volunteering, my Faith in God will pull
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8 hugs given, 8 hugs received
Monday
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mb2711 gave GoldfishCM a hug 10:01pm
Hey Honey, hope you had a great start to the week! How've you been feeling? update me...…
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mb2711 gave Dorthy23lk a hug 9:41pm
Hey honey, thanks for your hugs/support. How is everything with you? hope you have a great week :)…
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mb2711 gave jcjohnson a hug 8:46pm
Things will work out, they always do just stresses the heck out of us while we watch our loved ones go…
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mb2711 gave lovewins a hug 8:30pm
Hi my love...hope you're feeling bettr, update me...Big Hugs xoxox…
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mb2711 gave ShazzerInc a thumbs up 8:27pm
you're amazing, very supportive, great friend, thoguhtful xo…
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What I Miss....
October 29, 2009 11:55am
Someone to ask about my day, to laugh at my stories, to care about my car maintance since I have no clue,someone who looks forward hearing from me as …
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Slow progress.....
October 28, 2009 10:57am
Feeling a little better today. Better bc I know this situation is really not for me. One day at a time. I haven't reached out to see if …
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Journal Entry for May 20, 2008
May 20, 2008 11:43am
I'm so glad I found this site. I mean its sad that it has to exist but it does make my situation a little easier to cope …
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Wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving. :)
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It was great waking up and seeing your hugs, thanks so much, great start to the day. Im glad you are good, just know if you feel lonely, come on. I know its hard but you are doing so well and im so proud of you.
With me, last week I turned 24, dont feel that age. With university I did a presentation, it went well. finsished one essay,. got two more coming up, Just everyday wherever and whatever im doing, im working on my self confidence mainly at school, because I feel inscure around people my age, feeling useless and ugly. so im trying to stop thoise thoughts and its great seeing this. I hope you are well, I am glad you are my friend, yep do the work thing to bulk up your Resume plus it will give you more belief, always here. BIG HUGS..... -
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Your welcome! I'm doing ok
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Hope u r well!
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Hope and Love for you!
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Close Families & Friends Of Addicts
Was engaged to someone with crack cocaine addiction. Broke up for a year, just got back together and started using again...sad but best part is I'm not confused about wanting a future with him-I don't. I just want the strength & support to not look back.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I always feel better when I talk/communcsate with others. If I don't I spend way too much time obsessing over the situation or feeling guilty even thought I am not the user.
Close Breakups & Divorce
My ex is an addict. After breaking up for a year we just got together briefly, he's started using again and with in 2 weeks has become very hateful,mean and tonight he hit me..after I took him back! Never again. You can love someone, it doesn't mean you should be with them. I hate him right now but I forgive him if that makes sense.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- he really didn't give me a choice, hit me and told me to leave-pretty sure its because he want to use and have whatever friend come over and use with him...loser
- Talking Working / Worked
- this site helps
Open Loneliness
Looking to give and recieve support. My ex who I thought was my best friend has chosen drugs instead of me and as lonely as I am its not healthy to go back to that place.
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