takana's Journal

As some of you might know my grandma has altimers, now as of 8-24-08 she is in a nurcing home for special needs. My mother left me and my grandpa here at the house and we haven't heard from her in two months. With out a word that she was leaving with her new husband (that she met on myspace) and my brother, and sister. Ever sence she has left she has been harassing all my frinds and my fathers family saying stuff like Im a lier, that I was never pregnanet in Feburay when i lost the baby, that I can't do anything and im retarded, and she is telling my brother and sister that they are both too special ed and i never wanted to see them again. The only one who knows whats going on is Carter (My mothers Ex bf). When my mom left she stole all of my jewlery that my grandma and great-grandmas had given my as well as 1000$ of old coins. Im not allowed to work for a while and my mother and i where shareing an ohio drecertions card (food stamps) now that she is gone i have no food, snd things are slow at family and children services so i have to go on monday to try and get my own card (for the fifth time). My boyfriend has moved in with me to try and help arround the best that he can. I just dont know what to do. I have black outs when im under to much stress and i went to the hospital and blacked out there when i woke up i couldn't breath and started to hyperventalate, and the nurse said I had something called an Absence Seziure.  So now what i thought was just a simple stress induced thing is now a seziure?? I took an EEG last wensday and I still have to make a follow up appoment for next week. Carter told my mom whats going on beacause its hard on me i can't go anywhere alone, cant drive, ect. and my mother told her that i must have facked it. Its hard me and my mom where so close, and i have all ways helped out when i could. It just hurts so much. I don't know what to do anymore....