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emmasquarepeg 
9:43am, February 3, 2009
rose is still unwell. Her GP reckons that the norovirus that she's had has now started attacking her muscles and that's what is causing the back pain. I'm gonna bring her to my osteopath this afternoon and see if he can give her some relief.
I'm in a mess head-wise. All the joy and optimism I felt has drained away. I keep telling myself - "she's so much better, the constant headache is gone!" ... but she's still stuck at home and in pain. I can't face contacting the school - which is stupid I know, but I simply can't face stuff. I forgot my appointment with my counsellor last week, reschedualed for yesterday, and promptly forgot that too. Like I said - my head is totally screwed up. All I want to do is crawl under my duvet. Tired of being strong. Tired of carrying all this on my shoulders. Sorry. Just need to say this.
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I'm so sorry Emma.
Write the words Weeble Mojo on two little slips of paper, and tuck them away safe.
KweebsLS
You are in my heart, dear Emma.
fnarfnar
So sorry Emma, it must feel like you just want it all to go away, know the feeling. Got to remember people do get horrible viruses, well people, if that is any help, and Rose saying this is not ME, she knows how she feels, trust her.
Forget everyone else it will sort out when it's time. You say anything you like here.....
thinking of you both,
love, jazzy xoxox
fantail
Been there, totally understand. Remember, it will get better, you are both strong, "that which doesnt kill us" as the quote goes.
Rae2
thanks friends. knowing you care means so much. x
emmasquarepeg
I can only imagine how horrible this is for you Emma! I really hope things pick up soon xxx
Clanger
I can't even imagine all that you have gone thru .....
You had this lovely reprieve and now feel that you are back in the darkness....try not to go there...flu like symptoms can strike anyone and because Rose has had such a devastating illness already...it may just take her more time to fight this one off.
I hope and pray that Rose feels better soon...
Better to call the school and get that over with so it is not burdening you so much....it will be one less thing on your plate. You shouldn't have to be doing all of this alone....where has your husband been? He is still Roses Dad and needs to step up and at least relieve you or try to help with the situation..
MySharona62