heartstring's Journal

i can't seem to relax.  haven't been able to for about 2 weeks solid.  everything is on a low ebb right now. we're not even fighting or even mildly arguing.  maybe it's because of what is coming after all the money is gone.  it happens everytime.  like clockwork.  today, he gets his teeth fixed and that's his excuse for being so irritable forthe last 3 weeks, but after this is taken care of it'll be someting else.  it never stops.  after this it'll be whatever he can't have because we're broke. hell, maybe i will just move us into a motel. i know where i can have the cats if there are any rooms with kitchens available.  i'm calling them tomorrow morning.  that's the best time to get anything done regarding my "move".