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robinmara 
Well ok it was six months this past saturday since john passed away,my first grandauhter just came home from alabama today she was born feb 5,1008...why cant i be excited to see her they stopped by and i held her and kissed and loved her but just really no feelings it breaks my heart that i feel nothing will i always be this cold hearted am i scared to love and lose again
i just dont know these feeling and how to deal with them
