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California6 
6:17pm Saturday
Who am I kidding ? I try to live the best possible life . Think I'm normal and blend in with others . Ha . Bottom line is , I'm infected and scared of being alone the rest of my life !
It all stays on the surface , relationships . That's not living !
I can remain living a life of survatude to others , carring for family and tennants , but not alone . Please .
To be in a world of so many people , I never expected to be segregated . The most precious thought has been to enjoy this life with someone , a like spirit .
Today I am sad
Though things arn't what I expected
I've been able to give .
I've lived the life of magic , in a special time and place
Giving thanks to those who've given along the way .
My lesson is of words spoken
Of greatness , of outcomes , of dreams .
Our future is our word , positive is the only flow .
I see clearly ahead and it is beautiful .
Ever have one of those feelings that something really great is comming to you ? It doesn't matter if it takes a month or longer if you feel the presence . Let's say after a 30 year cycle you reached the goal . Or point . And the greatness slipped through your hands . What could the lesson possibly be ?
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