The Weight of My Mother 4/4
November 14, 2009 5:11am
I apologize I posted all four parts at once.
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Too Late For My Mother I am currently on my third year teaching English …
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About Me
I'm just another person in the big wide world trying to make the best of everything. I have been accused of being cryptic, idealistic, realistic, tragic, heroic, obnoxious, impenetrable, timid, brave, callous, stoic, emotional, spontaneous, romantic, UNromantic, logical, irrational, strange, normal, stupid, and bright. Since all of those seem to contradict each other, I usually let others label me as they see fit. Different people bring out different aspects of myself anyway. I am easily torn down by my atopic dermatitis, but I struggle not to let others know. The most they know is that I "look tired." I have few friends and many acquaintances. I believe that sometimes, people become so close to you that they stop being friends and start being part of your family. I believe "family" does not have to be defined by blood. I believe Batman is and always will be a lot more interesting that Superman. I believe in buying my music. Yeah. I know, right?
I'm just another person in the big wide world trying to make the best of everything. I have been accused of being cryptic, idealistic, realistic, tragic, heroic, obnoxious, impenetrable, timid, brave, callous, stoic, emotional, spontaneous, romantic, UNromantic, logical, irrational, strange, normal, stupid, and bright. Since all of those seem to contradict each other, I usually let others label me as they see fit. Different people bring out different aspects of myself anyway. I am easily torn down
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Interests
-I read and write short stories. I listen to music, but doesn't t everyone these days? I kind of miss the days when I was on the only one in class who always had my cd player going every chance I got. Being stronger emotionally and physically. sleeping in until the sun is streaming in my windows (here, the sun's up by 4:20 am though. listening to rain on my windowpane. people watching in busy places. daydreaming at my desk. drinking parties with coworkers with 2am karaoke sessions. being ten feet away from the stage while my favorite performer is dishing out a powerful song. Amano Tsukiko, if my Japanese were better, I would tell you that you save my life constantly.
-I read and write short stories. I listen to music, but doesn't t everyone these days? I kind of miss
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beimprobable wrote a journal entry: The Weight of My Mother 4/4 5:11am
I apologize I posted all four parts at once. -- Too Late For My Mother I am currently on my third year…
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beimprobable wrote a journal entry: The Weight of My Mother 3/4 5:06am
My Mother's Burden My parents had a tumultuous dating history, but for someone reason that both my…
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beimprobable wrote a journal entry: The Weight of My Mother 2/4 4:48am
My Father's Then Family My mother met my father when they were both attending the University of Hawaii.…
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The Weight of My Mother 3/4
November 14, 2009 5:06am
My Mother's Burden My parents had a tumultuous dating history, but for someone reason that both my father …
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The Weight of My Mother 2/4
November 14, 2009 4:48am
My Father's Then Family My mother met my father when they were both attending the University of Hawaii. My father was a bit of …
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The Weight of My Mother 1/4
November 14, 2009 4:45am
This will be about 4 parts long. I apologize.
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My Mother's Then Family My mother comes from a high clan in the …
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The Things I Learn From You
November 5, 2009 7:54am
She came back to work yesterday as smiles, just like her usual self. It was amazing and alarming. It's very Japanese to be stoic and to hide …
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Thinking of you and your dear friend tonight. Please take good care of yourself: rest, nurturing foods, hydration, a brisk walk, a hot shower and a carefully prepared cup of tea. Here, if you need to talk.
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Hi . . .
I'm 22 and lesbian I have just discovered that I have a mild case of cerebral palsy in my legs but I get around just fine.
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Close Eczema
It started when I was 8 and we moved to a city with more pollution, different pollen, and then we made the grave mistake of getting a dog. My skin was always inflamed, red, itchy, unsightly, and always getting infected for the next ten years. I didn't have clear skin once for that entire decade. I don't know how I survived that. My skin was better in college. a few seasonal flare ups around midterms and finals. In Japan, it's awesome in winter and absolute hell in in spring/summer.
Treatments
- Triamcinolone Topical Working / Worked
- I use it when I have to. That combined with a good antihistamine pill keeps it under control for the most part.
Close Coming Out
Not much to tell. Age 9, I saw a naked man and a naked woman for the first time and was infinitely more drawn to the woman. Age 14, I developed an impossible crush on a older woman. I have a really bad habit of confusing straight girls, so all of my crushes so far have led no where. Even now. How incredibly lame.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Must I really tell my story for something as obvious as "lesbian relationship challenges"?
