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krissy82 
Well I havent been on here in sooo long and i havent cut in sooo long but some days i let my bipolar take over cause i havent been takin the medicine that i am suppost to be taking. I take my anger out on everyone but myself. I never seem to understand why i had to be the one that was sick. Only one other person in my family has it but everyone has depression but why did i have to get the bipolar. I gave up my son in 2004 and thats when it really came into play. I hare feeling like i let everyone down like i did something to be like this. everyone tells me i didnt but i cant seem to hate myslef for it. All my friends have stopped talkin to me casue i always seem to do stupid things. I hate feeling like noone wants me..... Urgh why do i feel like this
