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krissy82 
its been a couple weeks now and it feels good.. but theres days where i want it really bad....
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stay clean off drugs
17 days sober
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I have been doing okay i guess. things could be better or worse lol. i have been working my butt off to stay clean and get my life back together. sometimes it feels like no matter what i do i cant get it back together. why is that. what stops me from gettin back to my normal self...I wanna be happy.. i just wish that people in my life would understand that i aint normal but i can be kinda normal lol... i let people back in my life jus to get fucked over and get back into drugs... grrr why cant i be strong.....
Well I havent been on here in sooo long and i havent cut in sooo long but some days i let my bipolar take over cause i havent been takin the medicine that i am suppost to be taking. I take my anger out on everyone but myself. I never seem to understand why i had to be the one that was sick. Only one other person in my family has it but everyone has depression but why did i have to get the bipolar. I gave up my son in 2004 and thats when it really came into play. I hare feeling like i let everyone down like i did something to be like this. everyone tells me i didnt but i cant seem to hate myslef for it. All my friends have stopped talkin to me casue i always seem to do stupid things. I hate feeling like noone wants me..... Urgh why do i feel like this
Past Entries
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Tuesday, 5/20
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Sunday, 5/18
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Saturday, 5/17
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