allminee's Journal

I've been runningn from my problems for a long time.  I've lied to myself, I've hated myself for what other has done to me. Its time to take control over my life and start living for me. there is only so much people see in me. they think that i am this good, loving, careing, smiling person but only if they knew how big my troubles and pain are. I've used man as a way to avoid my problems and I dont want to do that any more they only used me and made my problems wrost. Now I Live for me. putting God Frist. my first step is learning how to love myself.