Looking into Apartments
February 12, 2009 7:00am
Today at work I will be looking into getting a apartment ... BLAH I hate moving and I hate divorce even more .... I thought 3 was gonna be my lucky …
Dewymoon 
9:26pm, August 29, 2009
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About Me
Dewymoon
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About Me
I am a mother, grandmother and wife and only child ..... I have battled with depression/ SI attempts and past abuse all my life. I have lost my mother to MS at 13, accidentally killed my best friend at 21 ( car wreck I was driving) Lost my first husband to Liver damage at the young of 36 and have witnessed so much pain in the world that at times its hard to see the good .... Every day I paint a smile on my face and pray and hope that one day it can be genuine ... I will not give up hope on happiness I strive for it everyday
I am a mother, grandmother and wife and only child ..... I have battled with depression/ SI attempts and past abuse all my life. I have lost my mother to MS at 13, accidentally killed my best friend at 21 ( car wreck I was driving) Lost my first husband to Liver damage at the young of 36 and have witnessed so much pain in the world that at times its hard to see the good .... Every day I paint a smile on my face and pray and hope that one day it can be genuine ... I will not give up hope on happiness
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Interests
when I am not depressed I love to garden, read and BAKE DID I tell you I am a very good baker and cook :) give me any recipe and I can make your mouth water :)
when I am not depressed I love to garden, read and BAKE DID I tell you I am a very good baker and cook
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Working on this breakdown @Trigger @
February 1, 2009 9:53pm
I am really working on this thing ... call it depression .. call it a breakdown....
I am planning on getting my ass to the doctor as soon …
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feeling lost
January 3, 2009 3:02pm
I have to say since June I have feel into a dark hole.... I am not the person I used to be... I know depression goes in cycles. But I cant seem …
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where have you been? I have been missing you.. Are you lost at sea?
Chicken Soup
Some healthy soup with cookies (can't see them - they are hiding behind the soup :). I hope you are getting out and getting some fresh air - now time to do the same myself!
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From ThePepperMan
August 31
Thank you! We should know more by the end of the week!
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I am so sorry for all that you are going through, Dewy...I have had many days that I feel like driving the car til the gas is gone, and then just walking away..I totally get it. Men are dogs, pure and simple.. You are a kind, sweet woman who deserves so much more in your life...I hope that soon the sun will start shing on you, and the world will be right again.. Hugs xxx
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That is sooo cool! Me too! Been away for the last 3-4 days workin my big butt off, what I have left of it..Missed everyone and had to come and check in, Im so glad I am getting to see and talk to yu dear friend. I'm doin ok, workin extra hours tryin to pay for stuff that I just want....no matter what I need! mwahahaha! And waiting for the Texas heat to just go away....it has gone away some? we got down to the upper 80's and some rain the last couple of days froma small cool front. I just loved it girl xx
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Goal End Date is Apr 30, 09 192 days ago.Current Weight (Lbs)169 -
Support Groups
Close Anxiety
For years I have been a chronic worrier. Being told for years that I often make mole hills into mountians by friends and coworkers I hid my fears and worries inside. After getting married to my third husband he urged me to get help with what he calles my Chicken Little complex. So at the age of 42 I am starting on a path to lessen the stress I feel and try to break free from living in the future and not enjoying the present
Treatments
Close Stress Management
I am new getting treatment for GAD and Depression. Stress is a big part of both
Treatments
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionNew to Depression and GAD
Treatments
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Cymbalta Too Soon to Tell
Open Hidradenitis Suppurativa
HS for over 10 years finally after many surgeries it was confirmed last year
Treatments
- Clindamycin Somewhat Helpful
- Seems to only help when not in a full blown episode
Open Pet Bereavement
just lost my Mugwi of 7 years :(
Open The Financial Crisis
Dealing with Depression and Stress due to downsizing and layoffs because of the Financial Crisis
Open Hysterectomy
TVH on June 1
