Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Wow I have been gone from ds soo long,I dont know what to say!!! How are all my dear friends from the beginning,and friends that have …
Fibromylgia is getting me, but depression seems to be my bigger problem, lately. Looking for friends to talk to, that understand.I pretend all is fine.Reaching out. I use to be a blast, and got out alot, but becoming VERY isolated, as my depression shows in my eyes.Hope I can make friends on Daily Srength.
Fibromylgia is getting me, but depression seems to be my bigger problem, lately. Looking for friends to talk to, that understand.I pretend all is fine.Reaching out. I use to be a blast, and got out alot, but becoming VERY isolated, as my depression shows in my eyes.Hope I can make friends on Daily Srength.
Play piano, harmonica, use to play guitar, but Fibro set in, so had to give that up.Love music, reading, and good at helping others feel better, but dont know how to be good to me!!
Play piano, harmonica, use to play guitar, but Fibro set in, so had to give that up.Love music, reading,
Wow I have been gone from ds soo long,I dont know what to say!!! How are all my dear friends from the beginning,and friends that have …
I thought I would give a shout out to my friends,but I probably wont journal,unless something fabulous happens,but I am not in a good place …
Hey ds fiends!! Sorry I have been not journalng,but was going through a rough time. I was feeling so rotten,and kept thinking it ws allergies,as …
Well I just completed my living room,but havent gotten around to taking any pictures of my new eclipse rug.BUT,I did finally add some photos,but on …
Well I am happy today-shock the world!!!!LOL!! I ordered a beautiful "Eclipse Rug"imported from Saudi Arabia,and it is soooo …
Here is a soft gentle hug, cuz i know the pain your in. I understand what your going through. You can do it, I know you can, its hard but with the support of your friends you can get through this flare.
HI THERE KORYNNE!!! HOW THE HECK ARE YA??? I MISS YOU ON HERE! IT SURE HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE HEARD FROM YOU MY DEAR FRIEND. I HOPE THAT SOME OF YOUR PROBLEMS ARE NOT AS BAD ANYMORE FRIEND. I WOULD SURE LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN! I HAVE NEVER FORGOT YOU, YOU ARE SOOOO SPECIAL!!! I AM DOING ABOUT THE SAME BUT MORE PAIN AND EXHAUSTION THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS, THIS ILLNESS SEEMS TO GET WORSE AS I GET OLDER. I HOPE THAT ISN'T THE CASE FOR YOU! I AM SENDING MILLIONS OF HAPPY HUGS, AND CARING HUGS FOR YOU!!! MYSELF, I DON'T COME ON HERE EITHER TOO MUCH LATELY, BUT I DO CHECK MY MESSAGES EVERY OTHER DAY. SO, FEEL FREE TO STOP BY AND SAY HI OK?? WOULD LOVE TO HEAR HOW YOU ARE?? TALK AGAIN SOON I HOPE! MANY MANY HUGGLES AND KIND THOUGHTS BYE FOR NOW KORYNNE LOVE SUE XXXXXXX000000
Hi, K, I too have suffered with CFIDS (early 90's), Fibromyalgia, then in 1999 when I started menopause my husband left me for another woman, so I imagine I got a double dose of depression. Here it is 10 years later, I have been on bio HRT which did help the hot flashes that were so bad I thought I would faint. Rest and sleeping have evaded me for years. I'm back at my health & wellness doc for a recap on my HRT because I have gained 20 pounds, am still depressed, fatigued, emotional and can't seem to get my life back. My doc's answer is get off caffeine, diet sodas, and get healthy. And she's supposed to be a women's menopause expert. Right. $1000 later, her answer is my DHEA is low. Just a couple of days ago, like you, I felt like this life was too exhausting and lonely. Let's try and hang in there. I would hate to go out on a negative note. I'd rather finish this play on a high note, wouldn't you? Let's hold out for the good to override the bad. At some point, it has to. I'm thinking I might go try some pregesterone cream, even though there is progestin in my HRT. I suppose we have to keep on trying everything we can until we find what works for us individually. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. I'll bet you are a very compassionate and loving person and I sincerely hope you feel lots better each day. This is real pain and our bodies are playing tricks with our minds.
Glad to see that you are feeling better. I know how you felt about suicidal thoughts plus I was on zoloft too and I know thats what made it start. I am glad I found something also that made the depression and anxiety go away. {{{Hugs}}}
hang in there please. I know that depression can be hard to deal with. But please reach out to someone in a church, or maybe someone at work can help. You need to be here for your child. Please let us know how you are doing.
former doestic abuse counselor,and now had to leave as my fibromylgia has gotten the best of me and I have NO SUPPORT
my fiancee' committed suicide in front of me,and as a former domestic abuse counselor,i was use to guns and witnessing violence,but never thought it would end up like this.I now suffer pstd,and SEVERE fibromylgia.I only go to family events IF i am having a good day(VERY RARE)so they think I am fine,as never see me on bad days.Doctors and nurses treat me like a drug seeker also,so I will die from pain.Worn out!
HELP!!! I have had fibromylgia for 8-10 yrs.now,but the past few months I am always tired.Could I have cfs?? Please help me-advice badly needed,and any info would be soooo appreciated.Korynne
I am having a flare up of diverticulitis right now,and drs. office closed.Had some flagyl,and amoxicillan left over so now I am trying to remember if I take at same time???Any advice?Should I eat high fiber during an atack???OUCH!!!!
I was told I have a hiatal hernia years ago,but never bothered me much,but lately I feel lie this thing is protruding,and is painful,and I do have trouble breathing at times,and then I panic.Does anyone have more info on exactly what this is,and what are all the symptoons? A chiropractor found it years ago,but I never paid much attention. I have this chronic cough lately from acid reflux and allergies-could that make it flare up?I am looking for advice,Thanks:Korynne
I spent most of my go0d times,going to see my mom. I thought she was doing okay,and then one day my sister called,and said mom was gone. No explanation,no nothing. My brother and I live 3 hrs away from our home town,but the brothers and sisters that live there,were always too busy to visit her,and never talk about her,like she never existed.She was the best mom anyone could ask for.I am grieving intensely.Am I asking myself too many questions?
I believe I am starting or going through menopause-and really need support!!I dont even know ME anymore-I am riding a roller coaster of emotions,and I am scared at times I am going crazy!!I get soooo depressed at times,that it makes me physically ill.Anyone else get like this-or get scared your going to lose your mind,and beg for god to carry you through those times? By the way,my name is Korynne-been suffering in silence.
I have been fighting severe depression and now with beginning of menopause I really doubt if I will make it-dont know if I want to. World dark-dr. just ups anti-depressant says no to hrt so whatever. I told my dr. Friday where Im at-set me up for counseling as she patted me on the shoulder-and cant keep driving around trying to find another dr.My heart goes out to anyone who is where Im at.Good luck.