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imtimsmom 
3:46pm, August 4, 2009
Its seems like forever since i went to see Tim, He phones less and less..and rarely writes at all.
i do miss him. i sent him money today.. He never asks for any...He knows , money is tight..and trys to be really good about what He buys.. i so wish i could send him more......i do love the jpay set up thou..sending a quick email off to him....when ever i think about him...helps me... somehow
yesterday i went to prisontalk.. and read alot...but then last night ..i couldnt shut my mind off..kept thinking about all i read there..........some how i gotta go on living.......i no this..but i am struggling..
i started seeing a therpist here.in the new place we moved to....seen her twice. so far..and she has set me up a appointment with a dr there.maybe i get on some more meds..
i havent really meet anyone here since we moved here.... started at a church..that seems good..but not really made any friends there..
it looks like hubby may need more surgery....we are seeing a surgeron here on thur...see what He thinks.. i pray He doesnt..
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Oh, Darla, I have missed you and I am sorry you are feeling so down....You have so many things going on right now I am sure you are feeling overwhelmed..I am glad you have started therapy...You are in my prayers.....Please know we are all out here listening and love you always, Barbara
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Oh Darla! It just seems to never end, does it? I'll be praying that your husband doesn't need more surgery and that you are able to get the help you need too. As for Tim, I don't know what to say. Maybe he's just settling into a routine at the new prison and this is what is working for him. Maybe, limiting his phone calls works for him at keeping the homesickness at bay or maybe he thinks it is better for you if he keeps things to a minimum. It is hard to say. I know sometimes, Jason doesn't write us for weeks on end but, he does usually call home weekly. I'll pray that he can find a common ground for some harmony in his life and be able to find a balance that works for all.
Blessings, Brenda
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