Journal

I am finding it very hard to deal with Gios family lately. We are getting married on Saturday and I am finding myself thinking of escaping. I love him so much. His little sister causes sooo much drama and it literally leaves me in tears of frustration EVERY SINGLE DAY! She promised last night to cause a big scene at my wedding. My husband to be has warned his mother over and over that if she destroyed our wedding she would pay for the rest of her life. Ok, let me tell you something....his mother could give a fuck. She and her daughter's lives thrive on drama and altercations. It is the air they breathe.  i only ask one thing out of life.....PEACE. I absolutely know and fully understand that being with Gio, i must endure the family, but are there any pointers as to what i should do to deal?This problem leaves me drained everynight and sometimes i might take it out on Gio. This little girl lies and creates problems and it exhausts me. I have tried to be a more positive confident person and make drastic changes in my life...and i feel this pulls me down. I have lately been in a bad mood day in and day out and when i see her at the house she makes me want to punch her in the face. Last night we got to his grandmothers after he got out of work late and im not kidding you, the moment we walked in she began with her problems. Gios grandmother made one of his favorites and had it on the counter and his eyes literally lit up. lol. he called me over to check it out and try a sample because i had never seen that dish before and he was curious to whether i would like it. He grabbed a spoon and handed me a little to try. (i didnt like it at all lol)
ran over to us in the kitchen and hovered over me like she always does.

She gave me one of her face little, trying to be innocent smile and pressed her cheek against mine to blow a kiss in the air like us latinos do. Then proceeded to the tupper where he was still tasting his favorite dish, closed it and pushed it off to the side, yelling at him that "Why the fuck are you touching our plate of .....(whatever that was called)" My husband to be became furious and searched for someone to stick up for him, but like the family that they are, they were silent. Noone sticks up for my hubby but me, but he made me promise to stay out of the problems he has with his family. So i pissed off as hell with the daily bullshit....i went to go to the bathroom to fucking scowl. I really hate this little girl DL and i have no clue what to do without his family hating me. And i promise you if she starts something at my weddin in two day....enough will be enough. I refuse to let them embarrass me in front of my family and if i know my family well enough...i will not be the only one going off. Honestly every family has its problems but this one will feel my wrath.