Journal Entry for October 3, 2008
October 3, 2008 10:39pm
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durbs13
10:35pm, October 3, 2008
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35 days!
July 11, 2008 12:11pm
I HAVE GONE 35 DAYS WITHOUT CUTTING!!! AND 3 WEEKS WITHOUT PURGING!!!!!!!!
im trying really hard to stop.
i really want to. i …
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finals.
May 29, 2008 11:52pm
I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT FINALS. AND ALSO... I FALL ASLEEP EVERY DAY WHEN I GET HOME SO I DON'T GET STARTED UNTIL LATE. WHY DO I FAIL SO MISERABLY. …
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idk what to say.
May 23, 2008 12:25am
okkk.
its 11:23 and im not done with my homework. and i dont care. i dont care that im losing one of my best friends. i dont care that i have a …
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I hope you havnt fallen off the face of the earth lol Hope you are doing well dear lol
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Im well. Things are getting much better. Hope to hear from you soon.
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How are you?
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Hey. how are ya?
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It's been a while since I've seen you on here. How did finals go? are you doing ok? hows the depression? just thinking about you and wanted to send you my love! BIG HUGS!!!! Rachael
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Close Depression - Teen
my family got really fucked up. long story. i started cutting to help. not bad... just scratches. a year ago i tried to kill myself. went to the hospital for a long time. got out. now im on heavy medication for bipolar and depression but im still a mess. i still cut sometimes... bang my head, scrape my hands, burn myself...anything for physical pain. im trying to stop i really am. but sometimes i just cant. i am really out of control. i see a therapist every week and a psychiatrist every month.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- i keep a journal and paint my walls when im feeling crazy and paint at therapy. it helps but not enough.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- bad thoughts just overwhelm them...
- Prozac Not Working
- DOESN'T DO ANYTHING. used to make me feel numb...now nothing.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- worked...but now i can't talk.
- Talking Working / Worked
- used to work...now i can't talk.
- Writing Working / Worked
- my journal is insane. i love it. its close but doesn't get rid of everything...
Open Self-Injury
family got fucked up and me along with it. needed a release. its gotten worse and i need it...
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- it worked well for a while...but then went downhill again.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- ehh. i have a hard time talking.
- S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Working / Worked
- quit. felt violated and exposed.
- Talking Working / Worked
- did not work at all. i cant let it out.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Bulimiai hate myself. im fat. i eat to make myself feel better but then i realize how much i have eaten....
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i need to lose weight. 5'6" 130 lbs. i play soccer.
Treatments
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- Dancing Working / Worked
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- makes me feel so much better but sometimes i slip up.
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- love it.
Open Teen Anxiety
durbs13 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Family Issues
Treatments
- Family Therapy Not Working
- NO FUCKING WAY.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- it depends on if i let it help.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
