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kimbo15 
10:31pm, August 9, 2009
i think im hitting rock bottom.. im sick as a dog and i just dont care.. i am crying and i dont know why. life really just seems to hard at the moment, theres so much pressure on me to be the perfect mother and wife,, people seem to have forgotten the nightmares i went through with the pregnancy, or that its all better now that he is born, and is a good baby, see it was all woth it they say. i LOVE my child, he is like oxygen to me.. on some days, he is what keeps me going.. but this darkness is really threatening to take over. im so scared.
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I suspect that a lot of this is your flu talking, hun. Drink fluids (orange juice, not beer), and get some serious rest. Hugs! :)
Alphonsus
I'm so sorry you feel so sick. I wish I could come and just sit with you for a while and look after your little man while you dumped everything you needed...I know I haven't been around much but please know I am ALWAYS here for you when ever you need...just e-mail or send me a message. It breaks my heart knowing you are struggling so much. (((HUGS)))
Kirsty100