Screwed up again.
October 30, 2009 11:31pm
Screwed up, feel like a failure, know I'm not, but knowing that doesn't help...
userwolf1898
2:42am, October 27, 2009
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About Me
userwolf1898
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About Me
I'm a Christian who struggles with porn/mb addiction, has Asperger's Syndrome (and wouldn't want to live without it), and suffers from bedwetting from time to time. I'm free to chat, and am more than willing to help people with problems, especially those relating to the autistic spectrum.
I'm a Christian who struggles with porn/mb addiction, has Asperger's Syndrome (and wouldn't want to live without it), and suffers from bedwetting from time to time. I'm free to chat, and am more than willing to help people with problems, especially those relating to the autistic spectrum.
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Interests
The Bible, movies, music (especially Christian Metal), video games, board and card games, and surfing the net
The Bible, movies, music (especially Christian Metal), video games, board and card games, and surfing
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thanks for chatting, it was a good conversation. ^_^
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I am sorry you are feeling so horrible... Just hang in there...that's what I try to do.
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How are you? Haven't heard from you in awhile.Been thinking about you.
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I’m With You
Good job, just one step at a time.
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Just saying hi, how have you been doing? Take care!
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Close Asperger Syndrome
I have AS. I am on the 96th to 97th percentile on intelligence tests (IQ is 131) yet flunked out of college due to a lack of normal emotional maturity and social maturity. I also love, love, LOVE wolves!!! I know more about wolves than most people I know. I also know a lot about Christianity and Classic Literature.
Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
I was physically and emotionally abused as a small child. Got into infantilism at age 10, eventually moved to the furry fandom, then zoophilia, then fantasizing about minors. I have never actually had sex with a person or animal, just fantasized about it. I'm terrified of dating, marriage, and having sex with a real live person. I hate myself and the person I've become. Sought help because I could see that the next logical step was prison. I am not married, and I live alone.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- It really helps to be able to share experiences and learn that although you might think your a monster, people understand where you come from.
Open Bedwetting
I have wt the bed on and off, dry a few years, wet a few years, etc. Diapers aren't an option, because (no offense) they're a sexual turn on (read my profile). Looking for friends, and people who can care about me and my problems.
Treatments
- Desmopressin Somewhat Helpful
- It only cut down nighttime incidents by 20% to 30% max.
