Mixed emotions
October 6, 2008 6:20am
It is early A.M. and as I read so many journals of hurt, happiness, victories, disappointments, etc., my mind races over different periods and …
gillanne 
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About Me
gillanne
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About Me
I am a Mother of 2 and 2 grandchildren. I have lost 1 son in death and the other by his choice. This is why I need daily strength. The later loss has been greater than the first if that seems possible. Sincerely, gillanne
I am a Mother of 2 and 2 grandchildren. I have lost 1 son in death and the other by his choice. This is why I need daily strength. The later loss has been greater than the first if that seems possible. Sincerely, gillanne
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walking, reading, decorating.
walking, reading, decorating.
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loss of family
May 18, 2008 5:34pm
I would love to express one true feeling at the moment but the truth is, I am not sure how I do feel. I don't know if I have surpressed my …
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Let me be the first to wish you Merry Christmas! I intend for you to have one!!! Love and hugs...
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I am thinking about you and hope you are enjoying every day. Affectionately, Helen
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BTW, Wilma, I also cherish YOUR friendship and broad shoulders! :)
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So nice to see you back! :) My hugs to you...
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Just wondering about you...neither of us has been online lately, but I still think about you...
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Close Family Issues
I am a Mother of 2 sons. Lost 1 in death and the other, along with his family by their choosings. I am devestated, to say the least. I have NO hope nor answers for this situation.
Treatments
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildI have 2 sons, I lost one in death, suicide. The other is living but may as well be dead. He and his family (except for his young son) has nothing to do with my husband and I. It breaks my heart and at times I can hardly deal with the rejection. No cards on Mother's day, no gifts at Xmas. He told my husband, his father, this is how he wants it. 90% of the time I feel like someone has walked on my heart. How do I continue to keep a sound mind. Would nerve pills help?
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- only works at the moment
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Only feel guilty later.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- have trouble getting moviated.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Yes, it does help. I just have a differcult time praying.
- Support Groups Considering
- would love to find a good support group.
Open Bereavement - Teens
I have 2 sons, one died and the other may as well be dead from the way he distance himself from us. It is more hurtful then loosing the one in death.
