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About Me
lamelf1
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About Me
Diagnosed with Major Depression, Bipolar 2 and most recently Type 2 Diabetes. I'm pretty isolated where I live. So loneliness is a problem. Am glad for this site. I also suffer from Anxiety Disorder, Panic attacks and from Agoraphobia. Which obviously doesn't help with the isolation. It makes me feel like a dog chasing its tail.
Diagnosed with Major Depression, Bipolar 2 and most recently Type 2 Diabetes. I'm pretty isolated where I live. So loneliness is a problem. Am glad for this site. I also suffer from Anxiety Disorder, Panic attacks and from Agoraphobia. Which obviously doesn't help with the isolation. It makes me feel like a dog chasing its tail.
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Interests
Reading, movies ( pretty much all kinds except for "slasher" ones), Los Lonely Boys, my friends band Luce, music and TV. I like to cook. Gossip magazines, entertainment news shows, HGTV and forensic type shows are also things that I like. I watch CSI the original, CSI New York, NCIS , Numbers, The Closer, Without a Trace , Law and Order CI and Criminal Minds. I also watch Dancing with the Stars. Never saw an episode of American Idol until this season but it mainly background noise. Reality shows don't really interest me. I adopted a dog Riley in June he's been helping me get out of the house. My cat Smudgee thinks he's her interactive toy!
Reading, movies ( pretty much all kinds except for "slasher" ones), Los Lonely Boys, my friends band
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been depressed all my life and have been diagnosed as a major depressive along with being bipolar 2. I have recently been told I have diabetes 2. Whew!
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- I was put on this about 4 months after I was in the psych hospital. I couldn't use it because it made me sleepy. I mean come on I'm majorly depressed I can sleep on my own!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- It sort of works. But there are times when I wonder if I'm just bitching about the same things w/o results. But when I'm there I feel a sense of calm because they understand me and I don't have to "be on" all the time.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My husband is very supportive. He really wants to understand but has told ME that he really can't because he isn't depressed. Wow! My mom-in-law tries but she's so busy caring for my aged dad-in-law she overwhelmed but she's a doll. My younger sister is supportive she checks on me at least once a week.
Close Bipolar Disorder
Was hospitalized 2 years ago and was diagnosed then with bipolar 2 and major depression. I also suffer from anxiety disorder which I think causes my argophobia.
Open Codependency
Been codependent with my mom and my older sister. Plus I do allow myself to be put in situations that are uncomfortable and then getting angry about it.
Open Diabetes Type 2
Diagnosed last month. I take 5mg of glipizide 30 minutes before meals. 500mg of Metformin cut in half and taken with meals. My sugars still haven't stablized.
Open Phobia
Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)I've been depressed all my life and two years ago was diagnosed with bipolar 2 and very recently with Type 2 diabetes. I find it hard to leave my house unless I prepare for it. Where I live is pretty isolating.
Open Anxiety
I've been depressed all my life. Two years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 and just recently I was diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes. I suffer from general anxiety which I think causes me to have agrophobia (sp?). I'm isolated where I live. So loneliness is a factor too.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It works but it makes me sleepy. If I'm really having a hard time leaving the house I'll use it.
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Works more than not.
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- I'm not sure. Got it because it isn't addicting.
Open Pet Bereavement
I had to put my beloved boy Toby to sleep on July 5th 2007. He had a tumor in his nose that wasn't getting better. In his last days he could hardly sleep. I miss daily. I have a cat that someone couldn't take care and I call her Toby at times. Her name is Smudgee. I'm SO glad that I found this site. Wish I found it sooner.
Open Personality Disorders
I live alone in very small town in Northern CA. I'm very isolated. My husband during the week lives 90 miles away (the commute for him would be 3-4 hours daily). He usually comes up on weekends. I suffer from Major Depression Disorder, am bipolar 2 and recently diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes. I also suffer Anxiety which causes my agoraphobia. Christ I'm a mess!
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes I feel it's the same old bulls**t over and over again. But it does feel safe to be with someone who understands and where I don't have to be constantly "on".
Open Anger Management
My anger comes when I want people to understand what's going on with me. I suffer from several different mental disorders. What happens is that I start to explain and when I think or see that they're not hearing me I get more agitated and my voice gets louder. It starts to be abusive. I've hit my husband, pulled a knife on him, attacked him with scissors in a rage. My dad is a rageaholic so maybe it's learned behavior.
Open Eczema
Have had eczema all my life. It used to be on my neck. It stopped there but is appearing on my chest and under my breast (my left for some reason). Would like to have some advice.
Treatments
- Hydrocortisone Working / Worked
- Yeah but the OTC kind takes longer.
Open Chronic Pain
I have chronic pain in my lower back and left shoulder now it's spreading all down my left side. I suffer from major depression, anxiety disorder, bipolar II and agoraphobia. My doctor doesn't seem to think my pain is real. Grrrr!
Treatments
- Acupressure Working / Worked
- Sort of worked but it was expensive to do. My insurance doesn't pay for it.
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- Didn't always work.
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- It works because it lets me sleep. It lessens the pain in my hip.
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- Doesn't work as long as it says it does for me. I end up taking it at least 1600mg a day and it doesn't really help.
Open Loneliness
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