juliec3's Journal

A person on another site just asked me 'why the depression'?

DOH, homer...I tend to believe it's a no-brainer!

OH well...The bro and sisinlaw came over for Easter 'dinner' today (family always celebrates it on Saturday based on past when Mom used to be a waitress and had to work Sunday).

They only stayed what, an hour or 2?  Woo hoo (NOT)

Live less than 20 minutes away and never come over to help the parents (I gave up on either of them, or the rest of the family (in st louis), helping ME LONG time ago!)

WHY do I have to be related to these people?

WHY won't my prayers of some nice compassionate person coming along to help ME be answered?

I'm in so much pain.  Finally made plans to go back to one of the FIBROandFATIGUE clinics early this next week, but closest ones are at least 4 hrs away, and yes, I must go MYSELF (prob driving, with bad foggy brain since neither train nor bus go close enough).

I am SO tired of all this.

GOD, PLEASE help me out, would ya, for once?  PLEASE?

(I feel like I'm getting close to a point of no return, unfortunately.  It would be so nice if one, just ONE compassionate, caring person would wake me up from my seemingly forever snooze someday and say "I'll help you.  Come with me.  You won't have to deal with mean, selfish people anymore; ever.")