Hi today I'm trying to find some …
Hi today I'm trying to find some help to take my mind off my back pain. I currently take enough pain medication that …
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juliec3 
7:58pm, December 29, 2008
Ya know, maybe i should figure out how to post a video entry so people can SEE how crappy i look and feel.
Same ole, same ole today...interrupted sleep so I didn't get up until LUNCH time, parents are gone (which is a good thing, but BAD that NO ONE else checks in on me), feel like crappy crap, too brain tired to speak so I can't make phone calls I need to make, concentration sucks still so I can't do the paperwork I need to do, so it's back to bed. Nothing of mine will get done, AS USUAL.
I've decided NO MORE meds except Tylenol and Sudafed; my insides are hurtin' too much. Walking around with ice packs because your bowel is in pain all day is just NOT good.
Still prayin' some kind, compassionate, positive person will show up to take me away....FAR away, and show me that there's still 'light' in this day and age.
Ciao (for how long, who knows? Maybe for good). J.
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Whoa, Julie! There are many kind compassionate people out there. May not be in the family. Do you attend a church? Here at DS you will get tons of support with many who feel exactly as you are feeling today and they will understand and support you. You feel crappy, you can't think, this whole thing stinks and you're sick to death of it! There, have I got it right?
I'm going to pray that you find that positive person or persons in your life. Start here with DS and branch out from there. ok?
I'm here for ya. xoxoxo
DarlaC
wish you had the moneyt o mve here. there is an apt that is vacant right across the hall from me. They also allow pets for only $10 extra dollars a month. Rent is $375. Cant get much better than that can you? Think about it okay?
vetgirl29
I don't feel well enough to get up and go to church. Thanks for the suggestion, it's a good one, but I'm not able to.
juliec3