depression and my eating disorder are currently kicking my ass.
depression and my eating disorder are currently kicking my ass.
ironicgirl wrote a journal entry: bandage bus 10:10pm
He wears his smile under the pain of years squandered on the uses of drugs, and illicit ways trying to…
October 28, 2009 10:10pm
He wears his smile under the pain of years squandered on the uses of drugs, and illicit ways trying to find himself. On this bus to the next couple …
October 7, 2009 12:53am
He gives me his time though I'm not worth any of it, and if he could tell that I was beyound help he too would understand this dillema. He sits …
September 23, 2009 9:59pm
They say its all a matter of time, that these wounds that pierce so deeply in my soul will heal. I find no resolve as I sit and over analyze and over …
HEY THERE ..I MISS TALKING TO YOU..HUGS.
My deepest thanks dear friend. I just feel so low. You caring & support help me a great deal.
Hey,
I am sending you some of my Sunshine, I hope your OK?
There is alot of good people that do really care about you here.
If you ever need to talk I am here for you.
Plz take good care of you self.
Rob
Computer knocked me offline last night. Hope you are ok.
The Beauty of a Woman
The beauty of a woman isn't in the clothes she wears,
The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes
Because that's the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman isn't in a facial mole,
but true beauty in a woman is reflected by her soul.
It's the caring that she cares to give, the passion that she shows,
And the beauty of a woman, with passing years, only grows.
I wish you bright mornings and warm, sunny days,
Soft shade to cool you from sweltering rays,
Raindrops, a few, from some cloud floating by,
Rainbows thereafter to color your sky.
Rambling rivers and great shining seas,
Mountains and forests with towering trees,
Hillsides and valleys, all flower-festooned,
Nature that nurtures whomever's attuned.
A faithful companion who'll stay by your side,
Children to care for, to love and to guide,
Enough work to do with enough time for play
Then restful sleep at the close of the day.
Friends when you need them and when they need you,
Something to spend, just as much as will do
A heart full of laughter; perhaps a few tears,
A faith you can follow through all of your years.
Then, fearlessly facing your last setting sun,
As you contemplate all the deeds you have done,
Recalling a life that's been more than worthwhile,
Perhaps you will pause and give thanks with a smile.
~Maya Angelou~
Always been anxious even as a child, I would get really stressed out over the smallest things. The doctor thinks I've been having anxiety attacks. So I guess I'm here to find out if its all true.
Been struggling to maintain weight, and terrified of becoming overweight, or back to my old weight from a long time ago.
Dealing with depression have had a lot of bad things happen to me growing up, and well now I'm dealing with the consequences.
I think I have a problem
I've started cutting again
why is anyone here?
