michele1272's Journal

I meet with my personal therapist in a few hours to discuss my trip to Phoenix and then to discus Outpatient therapy programs.  I have done a little research on the net to see about places here in Dallas that deal with psychiatry and mental health and not drugs only.  There are not that many and I really dont want to fo inpatient.  I want to be able to come home each day and sleep in my own bed each night.

I hope this is possible.  My dad knows a lot of doctors so one of them must have some ideas of places or people to ask about some places.  I am terrified but its what I need to do or I will lose myself.

I finally spoke to Johnnie lasy night.  Of course he aplogized,vsays he didnt have his phone which is crap because he has a son who has to be able to reach him anytime of the day.  Same with the texts.  We will figure it out.

MY FOCUS RIGHT NOW IS GETTING ME INTO A PROGRAM SO I CAN BEGIN TO GET MYSELF BACK TO BEING HUMAN, OR AT LEAST A PERSON.

I COULD USE GOOD WISHES AND SUPPORT AND I WISH EVERYONE ELSE THE SAME.