This week has been absolutely the worst. Mt boyfriend broke up with me - thinks Imm cheating on him when I adore gim more than life itself.. It ahs affected me so emotionally, that i am 99% sure I lost my jog. They havent officially told me, bur I know its going to happen.
I was assaulted last week and it has messed me up an now ive messed up my lfe as well.
I am afraid I might do something stupid - like hurt my self. My parents are on a cruise in Europe and my sister is in Switzerland for a wedding. My cloeset friends live in other states except one who juts jad a baby.
Thinsg are hopeless and i am terrified. Like no on would notice if I were gone or juurst nyself. I feel all alone dl
My dogs aare all I have right now and except for this, ive been laing down.
i dont know what to do






Listen, I'm here for you. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. If you do feel like that call the 1800 suicide hotline they are there 24/7 to listen and help you, I called onece and it just helped having someone listen to me. But Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. I'm sure you would definitely be missed if you were gone. And I'm sure your family loves you and would be devasted of your lost. There are people who care about you. This is temporary what's going on. I have hope for yo uthat you will come through and thisngs will work out for you
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msval412
Don't hurt yourself. I'm sure you'll be missed. I use to feel like that all the time. I use to feel like if I was to kill myself that I wouldn't be missed. Sometimes I still feel like that from time to time. I've come to realize that I just wasn't happy with myself for whatever the reason may have been. You just have to try and love yourself & remember that you are loved. Some people are just horrible with showing how they truly feel about you. They just feel like you should know. You can write me anytime. I'll be here for you as much as I can. I understand how you feel.
Prescious