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  • About Me

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    ponygirl74

    Female, 35
    Red Bank, NJ, USA
    Member since May 13, 2008

    • About Me

      Well i suffer from a mental ilness and a personality dissoreder, not working atm but would like to some day when I'm able to hendel it. Love animals esp horses and wolves. Shy at firse and have a hard time approchimg but when I war up and yrust you I can be long winded. I am a loyal person oncr I trust you and you don't brtray me of it will be hard to earn that trust agine. I collsect modle horses as a hobbie anl love to experss myself artistly, during and painting ceramics is ways that I dothat

      Well i suffer from a mental ilness and a personality dissoreder, not working atm but would like to some day when I'm able to hendel it. Love animals esp horses and wolves. Shy at firse and have a hard time approchimg but when I war up and yrust you I can be long winded. I am a loyal person oncr I trust you and you don't brtray me of it will be hard to earn that trust agine. I collsect modle horses as a hobbie anl love to experss myself artistly, during and painting ceramics is ways that I dothat

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    • Good news!

      Mood October 9, 2009 9:22pm

      I found out today I might be moving into an Easter Seales house, hopfully in a house who has a dear friend of mine. I will know for certian next week …
    • Ugg!

      Mood October 8, 2009 5:48pm

      I Feel like crap today . in a few weeks it will be my birthday and I really have nothing to celebrate about.  I'm pretty much ignore the day …
    • An update

      Mood February 20, 2009 9:37pm

      It's been awhile since I've been on DS not just reading the updates in my email. I've gotten better, a little bit more postive and …

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      I've probaly bin bordeline for most of my life. I have suffered from some physicak but mostly mental and emonial abuse. got raped 8 years ago but not by anyone in my familt or friens(s) of the family. A male friends uncil(sp) did that. Have major trust issues and not many friends. I don't spell well so please don;t mind all the sp's

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      One on one concular. Been in treatment over a year. Ongoing treatment
      Zyprexa Working / Worked
      I like this med. It has been I life saver with me. I only wish It would make me tired. I had the weight gain but stoping my behavors and mood swings are worth it.
    • Close Sexual Abuse

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Rape

      I was raped over 8 years ago a male friends(not BF)uncle. He was cought and is now in jail. I had no support from anyone I went through this alon

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Zyprexa Working / Worked
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      I've had physical and emotional abuse by my family. My step father and brother has physical huret me ant both of them and most of my family did the 2ed type of abude

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Still in treatment still have many issues to cover.
      Zyprexa Working / Worked
    • Open Eczema

      Treatments

      Hydrocortisone Somewhat Helpful
      I don't like the fact that you can only use it no more then 2 weeks in a row. Sometimes it's so bad that it doesn't clear up in that time
    • Open Insomnia

      Treatments

      Ambien Working / Worked
      It has worked for me but my insurence company won't cover.
      Lunesta Working / Worked
      did nada
      Music Working / Worked
      works at times if I use relaxing music, but sometimes I like the songs so much I don't want to miss them.
      Rozerem Working / Worked
      did nada
      Sonata Working / Worked
      little better then the lunesta and rozerem but still woke up and had a hard time falling back to sleep.
    • Open Loneliness

      To help cope with my cronic feelings of loneliness and emptyness.

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