"Dream Man" Help
November 4, 2009 1:55pm
Okay, to you all you may go ahead and laugh. But this dream is so frustrating to me and it feels so real. Now just to give you a little …
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roknauntt
9:57pm, November 2, 2009
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About Me
roknauntt
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About Me
I have lived in Washington state for 41 years and counting. I am from a small town called Eatonville. I grew up in foster care for 8 years. I have 2 older sisters and 2 older brothers and 1 younger sister. I have 3 nephews and 3 nieces 1 great niece. 1 godchild. Both parents and all grandparents are in heaven. I have 1 little brother in heaven. My only child passed away August 24, 2005. He was 15 years old. He was born on 11-28-89.
I have lived in Washington state for 41 years and counting. I am from a small town called Eatonville. I grew up in foster care for 8 years. I have 2 older sisters and 2 older brothers and 1 younger sister. I have 3 nephews and 3 nieces 1 great niece. 1 godchild. Both parents and all grandparents are in heaven. I have 1 little brother in heaven. My only child passed away August 24, 2005. He was 15 years old. He was born on 11-28-89.
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Interests
Camping, Fishing, Singing, Reading, Writting, Watching funny shows, Ghost Hunters on TV. Playing on the computer, Walking my 2 dogs.
Camping, Fishing, Singing, Reading, Writting, Watching funny shows, Ghost Hunters on TV. Playing on the
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Recent Activity
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13 journal comments, 8 hugs received, 6 hugs given, 1 photo comment, 1 journal post
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roknauntt commented on Intheblinkofaneye’s journal entry Lord help me. 3:04pm
May your son come to you and help bring you the peace that you need these holidays. May he put his special…
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roknauntt commented on Intheblinkofaneye’s journal entry October 14, 2009 first journal entry 3:02pm
I feel your pain. I know the first year that my son was gone there was no way I could celebrate it and…
Yesterday
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roknauntt commented on firefly1960’s journal entry I hate to delete people 6:00pm
Julie, you are welcome here to say do write what ever you want. And if someone doesn't like it then…
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roknauntt commented on Bailey’s journal entry It's just not ever going to get any better 5:47pm
One word. WALK!…
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roknauntt gave keagansmom a hug 5:44pm
It is okay. It has been over 4 years for me and for some reason I still find my self not being able to…
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i understand when i think of keagan i cry maybe because it hasnt even been a yr yet i do not know all i know is when i think of him or talk about him i get tears in my eyes just so hard.
Prayer
Bless you sweetheart - I'm going back now to read your earlier journal, peace, love & many hugs to you.
I’m With You
Thank you so much. I needed a hug. Sorry, I don't respond much to journals. I try to read most of them. I'm just at a loss for words. Hope you are ok. Love & Hugs..Lucille
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thank you and yes it is hard these holidays comeing up of course this being the first holidays without keagan will be devastateing.
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Hi Tammie, thank you for your comment in my journal, thank you for telling me the special bond between you and your angel Justin. It is so special and so precious. take care my dear friend. lots of love Robyn
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
: Loss of a ChildIn nov. 28 1989 my world became a lot brighter I had a beautiful son and the moment they put him in my arms I smiled all the way to my heart and my eyes for the very first time in my life. My son was my sunshine, joy and my life. But on Oct 5, 2002 I got the phone call that turned our lives upside down. They found a brain tumor and it was a highly malignant tumor. He had 2 surgeries chemo, radiation gamma radiation but it kept coming back. So August 24 2005 at 4pm Justin became an angel
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Some times when I cry it releaves alot of the emotions build up inside of me and then I can feel better. but sometimes I will just cry all day until I go to sleep.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- for the most part when I work and I keep busy I do not think about justin. I do not fall apart. but when I am not busy at work and it is quite well lets just say there is alot of crying.
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music. It helps me sleep. It is peacefull. I listen to soundscape, country and yanni, Once in a great while I will listen to christian music but that is still to hard even tough I loved it before. There are certain songs that I will become lost in. But if you play you are my sunshine do not expect me to hold myself together.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- I love my pets, I have 2 dogs and a cat. my puppy he is the biggest of the bunch but he at times makes me laugh and he makes me mad. sometimes it is like training a toddler. UGH! but I love them and they get me out of the house on my days off.
- Reading Working / Worked
- i have problems concentrating on a book. But there are times that I can get into it and when I do It helps me exscape this world.
- Talking Working / Worked
- well lets just say I love to talk. more so with writing talking then actually talking. it is easier for me to type and talk then talk with a voice. I do not know why.
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