normaa's Journal

Hi it's me again.  Here I am sitting at home alone.  Glad this work week is over.  As you saw from above it was over whelming for me and next week will be even more over whelming.  I will be ready to go to Canada by the the time it is overj ust to get away.  But then it will be bad again because all the work I am going to havewhen I get back.  It's never ending.  As always no one knows what to do.  Someone has to hold them by the hand.  It's bad enough I have alot of work of my own.  you know who has no idea what is going on at work and everyone else is getting on my nerves.  How I wish you was still here.  Everyone at work is lost like awlays and come to me for everything.  It still hasn't changed but you know that because you can see from above. Well anyway I just wanted to vent.  You were always good at listening to me and I miss your shoulder to cry on.  I know that I am a strong person but losing you this soon is something I can't handle my heart is broken.  When we were told you had cancer that day my life was turned up side down.  I wanted to do what ever to make you better and I failed you.  I felt so bad and angry because no one could help you.  But i am glad that you didn't suffer long because that would have been awful seeing you hurting.  You are resting know with God and one day I will join you again.  I love you and miss you.  Yours truly, Norma