lostlizz's Journal

Hmm.... Well im in deep F'n hole damn i would do and give anything to get out . Was feeling great for like a week last month and i f'n lost it i mean i was cooking cleaning and even going for walks.It hurts so bad to feel better and losing it Iv been rackin my brain 2 think what the hell made me feel so good?I just want 2 be a good mom and daughter and i try so hard But constantly fall short Why is it so hard 4 me why? I haven't been fighting w/SO just wish i could find happiness no ill settle 4 contentment